Light A Candle

Light a candle for Julian by leaving a comment on his website. Thank you to all who have taken the time to send tribute to our lost loved one.

Thank you

8/27/2010tania

i love u!!!!!!!!!!! i guess there r ppl that really dont know what love really is !!!!!!! but i know that me and u were one of the few ppl that really knew what the meaning of love was! u r really missed .....

8/26/2010Aunt Linda

My Dear Julian,
It's been awhile since I have "Lit a candle" on your website. It doesn't mean I have forgotten you, I just have a lot going on right now. I always pray for you, Damari, and your mom & dad,. We keep your memory alive mijo. Miss you ! RIP

8/26/2010Stephanie

Love you.

8/25/2010Damari

Well Julz, I'm getting ready for my trip in a couple days. I wish you were here to go with me. I miss you so much little brother. I miss the memories we could be making as family. I love you little brother more than anything.

8/24/2010EDGAR B.

DAME I REMEMBER DA FIRST TIME I MET U WHEN ELVIS AND I WENT TO AXCELS PAD AND KICKED BACK AND U WERE THERE AND ELVIS TOLD HEY DARKNESS DIS IS DA HOMEBOY YOUNGSTER I WAS LIKE WAS UP BUT YEA UMMM DAME I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DID DIS TO U BUT YEA WERE U ARE IM SURE UR RESTING IN PARADISE ILL WRITE SOON WHEN I HAVE A CHANCE AIGHT REMEMBER WAT ELVIS USE TO SAY G'S HOES DOWN LATERS BIG DOG <H1> R.I.P

8/23/2010Damari

I love you little brother

8/22/2010gabriel

today were usually doing the rosary at your house im stiil visiting my mom but ill say a liitle prayer that i mesmerized miss you and wishing you were still here

8/22/2010Stephanie

Love you... Always will..

8/21/2010rosa

heyy julz
so me and the girls are goin to six flags today. jus the girls no guys lol u woulda been stuck at home jus like jose && henry lol jk(: well i miss u a whole lot hunn.
r.i.p<3

8/21/2010Stephanie

Seeing everone at Tinas party definitley got me. I know you wouldve had a great time just hanging out with your bffs haha Jessie and maguel.. I miss you soo much! I love you more than you could ever know.

8/19/2010Stephanie

Goodmorning, thinking of you.. I miss you verry much.

8/17/2010Damari

Thinking of you like always. I love you little brother.

8/16/2010Stephanie

I love you.

8/16/2010Ruben Perez

Sup Primo, just sitting here at work and thought I would stop in and say hello. You are missed!

8/13/2010Stephanie

Morning Julian, Love You.. Miss You..

8/12/2010Damari

Good night little brother. I love you.

8/11/2010Stephanie

youre the one that knows me best, i love you very much thank you for always being there... miss you more and more every single day.. love you!

8/10/2010Damari

I hope you know your on my mind every single day. I love you little brother.

8/9/2010Stephanie

My neice is almost 2 weeks, she's so beautiful. I'm so happy to finally be ab aunt. I wish you could have been there.. Love you always.

8/7/2010Stephanie

Miss you...<3

8/6/2010Damari

Love you litte brother

8/4/2010Damari

I miss you to much to even explain. I always wonder what new memories we would have made during this time you've been gone. I love you so much little brother.

8/3/2010Stephanie

Love you...

8/1/2010Stephanie

Went to dave and busters lastnight with my dad, I couldn't help but to remember how happy u were when damari took you..miss you.

7/30/2010Damari

I miss your hearing your voice. I love you little brother.

7/28/2010Stephanie

Love you.

7/27/2010rosa

hey julian(:
so yesterday we were at sally park and it was like really hard for me 2 be there. i just kept thinkin bout the last day i saw u and we were hangin ou there. man it feels like it wass just a little while ago...well julian i miss u like crazy and im sure i always will
love ya hun<3

7/26/2010Nicole

Hello, I am visiting my sister from Colorado and was driving on The Escondido Freeway when I saw a black truck with this link. May you be at rest and I will keep your family in my prayers to find your killer. Sometimes we don't understand why people get taken away from us so soon and so young especially when they had alot going for them. But GOD is wonderful if we believe and have faith, his healing can heal the worst of wounds. GOD needed you for something greater. GOD bless your family.

7/24/2010Stephanie

Morning Sunshine, thinking of you and of all our wonderful memmories. You are definitley a blessing, heaven is very lucky to have your company. Love you always. :)

7/24/2010Damari

I love you little brother.

7/23/2010Tania

Days aint the same without you here I miss you so much its so hard not to have you here I think about you every day that goes by !!!!!!I still can't see myself without you here I need you baby I really do !!!!!well hope to see you soon bye Julian muah

7/23/2010rosa

i miss yew oh so much!<3

7/22/2010Stephanie

Love you another month of missing you.. R.I.P J.Rod<3 I will always remember you! I miss you more and more each and everyday. Love you...

7/22/2010Gabriel

todays your memorial and usually we do the rosary at your house ive missed last month. miss u alot its real different being at your house and your not even there physically. just thinkin about i could even imagine what your dad and mom and sis feel everyones there but you took a piece out of all of them.they start the day by going to your ern lighty rub it and a kiss thats before the day starts and when they get back from the store, work do it again .before they go to bed same thing.thats everyday routine. no one has forgot. on our minds everyday and wishing you were still here i memerized a couple prayers from the rosary and i will pray tonite till next time rest in peace to the talented julian rodiguez

7/21/2010Aunt Linda

My Dear Julian,
A day doesn't go by that we, the familia, reflect on your past. You were special and you'll always be. Your memory will live on.........RIP

7/20/2010Damari

Hey little brother. I was looking at some pictures of you the other day that I hadn't seen in a long time. Its still so hard to look at photos of you, specially when you were little. You were the most adorable baby. Dad was going through some things and found our baby shoes. I held them next to each other and your foot was twice as big as mine. I wish you were here so I could show you.
I miss you more and more every day. I love you so much little brother.

7/19/2010AXCEL

HEY BIG DOG THOUGHT THAT I SEEN U THE OTHER DAY BUT IT WAS SOMEONE THAT JUST LOOKED LIKE U WELL I MISS U ALOT G WISH U COULD BE HERE WITH ME BULLSHITING HAHAA WELL STARTED WORKING WITH MY POPS MAKING THAT PAPER LOVE U WRITE TO U SOON....

7/18/2010Stephanie

I Miss You!<3

7/15/2010Stephanie

Love you.

7/14/2010Damari

I miss you soo much little brother.

7/12/2010Stephanie

"you may be forever gone but you will always be forever mine." I love you Julian.

7/11/2010Stephanie

I will always love you.

7/8/2010Beth

It seems like forever ago that I saw you last, but I still think of you all the time!!!!

7/7/2010Stephanie

I will always remember you...always..

7/7/2010Damari

I miss you so much. I wish I could see your adorable smile.

7/7/2010Stephanie

"Matter of fact it was just the other night, had another dream about youYou told me to get up, I got up and spread my wings and I flewYou gave me a reason to fight, I was on my way to see you."

7/6/2010Stephanie

I love you very very much.

7/6/2010Stephanie

I Miss you..

7/4/2010Damari

Happy fouth of July. You have the best view ever of all the fire works. I wish you were here. I love you little brother.

7/4/2010Stephanie

Love you always.. keep ypurself at peace and ill be thinking of you always! happy 4th of july! Love you amd miss you very much.

7/4/2010tania

julian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so lost! i need you baby i really do!!!!!!!!!!

7/3/2010Damari

I love you little brother

6/30/2010rosa

hey julian,
i miss you so much! i miss all your lil made up songs. Remember "im so bored" lol i miss just talking to you. you'd always make me laugh, even if i was mad at you you'd find a way to make me smile(: i miss and love you dork-o<3

6/30/2010Damari

I felt you around here right now. I love you.

6/28/2010Tania

Hey you well just stopin by to say I have missed you like crazy !!!!!! I mean I talk about you all the time !!!I know I might not write to you that often but its because I just go blank I mean I have so so so much t tell you but it just doesn't come out! damn Julian I miss you like crazy your the only guy I think about day and night even though you aint here your the only one that has my heart !I love you and that will never ever change ... I look at your picture every night before I go to bed !! I prey for you every night and hope to see you soon !!!! Well its gonna be my birthday soon lol I am thinking about how everytime you were mad at me or you we dating other ppl and we didn't talk for months you would never forget my birthday and you would always end up calling me but not this time this is gonna be the second birthday without you it fucken sucks but I guess I can't do anything about it but wait till the day we mEet again well ill let you rest for now I will get at you again later on te amo and always will by papi muah

6/28/2010Damari

I think about what you would be doing this summer. Would you be working? I know you'd still be practicing your MMA and probable won a bunch of matches. I'm sure you would have gone to the fair a few times by now. These are all things I'll never see you do again, or hear you talk about. I hope the monster who took you from us still thinks of you every day; and lives every single day fearing that he will be caught. I love you little brother.

6/28/2010Gabriel

julian i havent wrote anything on your website in a while but i always remember times we did hang out i miss you and i cherish those moments

6/23/2010Stephanie

I miss you more than you could ever even know. Love you always...

6/23/2010Damari

I love you little brother.

6/17/2010rosa

miss u(:

6/17/2010GRACE

hey i never knew you but i hope they find that killer because you didint deserve to die they are the ones who deserve to die now we will find that killer we promise

6/16/2010Stephanie

Loveeeeee Youuuuuu!!

6/15/2010Damari

I hope you see all the candles people write to you. See you will NEVER be forgotten. I love you soo much little brother.

6/13/2010Stephanie

I will always love you, always always alway. You are truley a blessing. Our memmories are closest to my heart.our pictures surround me and you spirit follows me... I wouldn't have it anyother way. I'm glad you know know who your true friends are. Your family is always in my preyers always.. <3 see you soon love. I have a feeling you're waitting for me. <3

6/13/2010Aunt Linda

"Rest in peace".... always!

6/12/2010Tina

Hey Jullian,

I know I have not written to you in forever, but hopefully you can hear me when i'm talking to you. The other day I was just laying down thinking hard of how much you were there for me and it sucks not being able to pick up my phone to talk to you. You always put me up always gave me good advice I hope I was there for you as a best friend as you were there for me. I just want to let you know not a day goes by where I dont think of you. All I think about is our memories. No one can ever replace the friendship that we had. Everytime that song ''no one'' come on in my car or on the radio I tear up EVERYTIME. I just picture you telling me to turn it up and I can picture you singing it . I seriously pick up the phone and call your old number all the time hoping I could hear ur voice. I was going through my old phone the other day and my inbox was full of text messages from you. It put a smile on my face reading our conversation. Jullian I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH and im always going to be here for you and your always going to be #1 in my heart! One thing that brings you alive to me are when I think of our memories. Keep looking down on us. Talk to you soon.

6/9/2010Damari

Well little brother, it looks like I'm going to Puerto Rico. Already booked the flight. I always thought one day me and you could go together, and see the island and learn more about our culture together. Just one more thing I thought I'd have all the time in the world to do. You've probably seen the world already since you've been gone. I miss you SOOOOOO much. I love you little brother.

6/7/2010Stephanie

Today is four yes since Justin and Javier have passes away. It's crazy how time flew by everything still feels unreal to me. But I know they're in a better place as much as I hate to say that. I have a feeling you three are being little trouble makers :) I love you Julian and miss you very much. Say hi to them for me and let them no how much the family misses them. I will love you always.

6/7/2010Damari

I think of you every second of every day. I love you.

6/3/2010Stephanie

Love you Boo<3

6/1/2010Aunt Linda

Thought of you today, said a prayer for you and kept the faith that someday your crime will be resolved. Love you mijo.

5/30/2010Damari

I love you little brother.

5/30/2010Clare

Rest in Peace...
Justice will be found...
Have faith....

5/25/2010rosa

juat wanted 2 tell u that i miss u(:<3

5/25/2010Aunt Linda

Julian you are missed and your memory will live on..... Many Blessings to Raul, Rosie, and Damari.

5/23/2010Stephanie

Love you. Always!<3

5/22/2010Damari

Another month has passed without you. Our love for you and memories will never fade. I love you so much little brother.

5/19/2010Damari

I know you'll be helping look over mom today. I love you little brother.

5/18/2010jessica martinez

Hello,
I dont knw you at all but today has i walk though my area i saw your bench and decide to say to your family i hope the best and the p**** will be set to life .and this i just like wat happen to my tio in mexico but years once. But anyway im pray foran better 2morrow for your famila & amigos and amigas .

5/18/2010Damari

I just wanted to tell you I Love You little brother.

5/17/2010tania

hey so i know i havent wrote to u in like forever but u know that ur always in my heart. dang life here without u is point less. i just hate feeling so empty all the time ... i just wish u were still here to talk to u once again... i miss u like crazy and only u and i know what we had ... i lost my bestfriend and the love of my life its so hard to not have u here ... all i got are our memories ...i love u and always will and u more thann anyone knows that... i just hope that one day the guy that took u away from all of the ppl that love u pays for what he did... i have so many thing to tell u but they juat wont come out... i love u jualian i really do and i just hope too see u soon like i said its pointless to be here without u ... goodnight bby

5/17/2010rosa

hey julian(:
sorry i havent wrote 2 in 4ever and a day, lifes just been crazy right now but dont forget ur always in our hearts. i miss u<3

5/14/2010Stephanie

Love you so much!

5/13/2010Aunt Linda

You are truly missed. We love you Julian and we'll never forget you mijo. RIP

5/10/2010Stephanie

Love you with all my might.

5/9/2010Damari

Todays Mothers Day. I know mom is missing you. I wish you were here to spend the day with us. It dosn't feel right without you. I know your with us in spirit. I love you little brother.

5/7/2010Damari

I love U.

5/5/2010Stephanie

I miss the feeling you gave me of knowing I could always talk to you at any time you were always there.. I know you're still here but its nothing close to being the same.. I miss you so incredibly much everything is still so unbeleivable to me or maybe I still don't want too believe it. I love you very much don't believe my heart will ever heal from loosing you I can't believe someone so stupid took you away from all of us I use to want to forgive him but I don't think I have it in me to do so. I hope that he suffers through a long life and then burns in hell after. And still I don't think I could forgive him. I miss you more then words could ever explain more than emotions could ever portray. I hope heaven is just as wonderful as people say it is because you deserve the greatest desires of life. Miss you and love you my Angle.

5/5/2010Stephanie

I love you.

5/4/2010axcel

hey whats good G i miss u homie sorry i havent wrote to u in a while i have to go love u write back to u as soon as i can

5/2/2010Stephanie

Love you.

4/29/2010Damari

I wish you were here to motivate me.

4/28/2010Stephanie

Hey there handsome! I hope you received my message! I. Love you and when I say this I hope you can see the big smile I have on my face. See you soon my love.

4/25/2010Stephanie

I miss you more than you could ever know.

4/23/2010Damari

Another month passed without you. I miss you so much.

4/21/2010Stephanie

Today was Erikas birthday I wish you would have been here to celebrate God knows that would have made my day. I miss you verry much. love you Julian

4/21/2010Stephanie D

I think of Julian often and pray that God continues to watch over the Rodriguex family. xo

4/21/2010Damari

I wish you were able to go with us today. You would have had so much fun. I hope the monster that took you from us thinks of you everyday; and every day that he spends with his family I hope he realizes thats a day we don't get to spend with you. I love you and miss you sooooooooooo much. Good night little brother.

4/20/2010Stephanie

You know how much I Love You and that's all that matters<3 I miss you each and every day Julian.

4/19/2010tania

good night ............

4/18/2010joseph vasquez

miss you very much julian you were such a good friend and person ill see you when i get there R.I.P. FRIEND..

4/18/2010Damari

I miss you little brother. I know your looking down on us. I can't wait to see you again.

4/14/2010rosa

i miss you(:

4/13/2010Stephanie

I miss you sooo much. Every time I think of you I just can't believe you're really gone and sometimes it feels that one day you will comeback. I love you so incredibly much.

4/13/2010Damari

I wish you were here. I have alot of time on my hands now that we could be spending together. I love you lil' brother.

4/10/2010Stephanie

Love You<3

4/9/2010Damari

I miss everything about you. I miss hearig your voice. I miss seeing that little smirk you do sometimes. I love you little brother.

4/7/2010rosa

so my bday was 2day i wish u were here 2 wish me a happy bday/: thats 2 bdays now that u havent been here. i wish u coulod go out and celebrate with us this friday. i miss u so very much julian.<3

4/7/2010Damari

I love you Julz

4/5/2010tania

hope to see you soon......i love and miss you very much

4/4/2010Stephanie

Happy Easter Julian<3 I Love You!!!!

4/4/2010Damari

Happy Easter little brother. Its not the same without you. I hope you're celebrating up their in heaven.
The person who took your life probably got to spend the day with his family. He doesn't deserve to have the freedom to that.
Another day closer to seeing you. I love you.

4/2/2010Stephanie

Easters just right around the corner and I'm having trouble remember what I did last year but the year before that I remember perfectly. We had such agreat time it was the best of times. I Love You && Miss You So Much<33

4/1/2010Stephanie

I Love You Julian<3

4/1/2010Damari

I love you!

3/30/2010Damari

Easters right around the corner. This is ganna be the second one without you. We use to always color eggs together. I'm still ganna do it and hope your there with me anyway. I love you little brother.

3/29/2010Damari

I miss you so much little brother. Not a day goes by without thinking of you. I wouldn't want it any other way. Except having you here again. I love you.

3/27/2010rosa

i miss yew!!
wish u could come hangout with all of us 2nite
rest in paradise hunn(:

3/27/2010Stephanie

Another Kid was stabbed and killed lastnight at a party in escondido.. What's going on in this world..I love and miss you Julian

3/26/2010stephanie

we miss u!

3/25/2010Ruben

Hey little Cousin, just wanted to let you know we all think about you all the time and 10, 20, 30 years from now it will be the same way. You will always be in our thoughts and prayers.

3/23/2010Cousin Becky

Just reading the things on here makes me sad that I never got to spend more time with you. Know that you and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.

3/23/2010Damari

Yesterdays been 13months. That means 13months closer to seeing you again. I Love little brother.

3/18/2010Damari

I've been having dreams about you lately. They feel so real I don't want to wake up. I love you little brother.

3/15/2010Stephanie

I Love You! End of story. :)

3/14/2010Stephanie

Soo I got a new job! I'm happy I guess I sortaa like it.its crazy how before we both wanted a car and a job and we thought we would be the happiest people and now I have both and I don't feel any different I don't feel happy and I don't really care. Imiss you verry much. Soo incredibly much!

3/12/2010Damari

I love you little brother. I miss you every single day. I look forward to the day I can see you again.

3/10/2010Aunt Linda

Thinking about you Raul,Rosie and Damari. We will always have Julian in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless.

3/9/2010Stephanie

Thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart. I love you Julian<3

3/6/2010Stephanie

Thank you, for everything<3

3/4/2010Stephanie

Hey Julian, I miss you I will always miss you...<3

3/1/2010rosa

heyy stnky butt(:
i remember me and daniela used 2 call u that. u just didnt kno lol
man i miss u soo much! i wish i ccould just tlk 2 u. theres sooo much to tell u!like my aunts bby. she had a bby girl & shes gorgeous(: i miss tlkin to u about how rosie and jose would break up then get bak 2gether. remember we used to make bets on how long before the got bak 2gether? u always won u sneaky lil weasel(: i drovw past axcels house the other day and it reminded me of the time we went over there and jose fell when he tried jumping the lil fence lol
man i miss those days. well hunn i just wanted 2 let u kno im always thinkin bout u. love & miss ya julian(:

3/1/2010Damari

Good Morning Julz
I got some new nintendo controller with a bunch of games on it. I wish you were here to play it with me. I remember playing nintendo with you when we were little. Just another reminder of something I'll never get to do with you again. I miss you sooo much.
Love you little brother

2/26/2010Stephanie

Goodmorning Sunshine<3

2/25/2010Aunt Connie

Hey Julian,

I think about you all the time. I pray for your parents and for your sister. Time passes by quickly and memories last a lifetime. You will always be in our hearts.
Miss you much!

2/24/2010Damari

Good night little brother. I love you.

2/22/2010Stephanie

I love You. Rest In Peace Julian.

2/22/2010Cindy from SF

It has been a year and it feels like it just happened. I can't get over the fact that you are not around anymore. It's hard to accept. Those murderers will get caught and I hope that they suffer when they do. You took a piece of everyone's heart that care and love you. You are in heaven and our hearts are right there with you. We all miss you Julian.

2/22/2010Steven Meadows

Dear Family and Friends,

On this first anniversary of Julian's passing I wanted to offer some words of comfort and remembrance to you all, especially to Raul, Rosie, and Damari!

"Remembering is an act of resurrection, each repetition a vital layer of mourning, in memory of those we are sure to meet again." ~ Nancy Cobb

"The heart hath its own memory, like the mind. And in it are enshrined the precious keepsakes, into which is wrought the giver's loving thought." ~ H.W. Longfellow

"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us." ~ Helen Keller

"What the heart has once known, it shall never forget." ~ Author unknown

"Grieve not, nor speak of me with tears, but laugh and talk of me as if I were beside you there." ~ Isla Paschal Richardson
"To live in the hearts we leave behind is not to die." ~ Thomas Campbell

"While both joy and sorrow are fleeting, and often intertwined, love has the power to overcome both. And love can last forever." ~ Deb Plouse Fulton

"Photographs are precious memories...the visual evidence of place and time and relationships...ritual talismans for the treasure chest of the heart." ~ Robert Fulghum

"Life is eternal; and love is immortal; and death is a horizon; and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight." ~ Rossiter W. Raymond

"Perhaps they are not stars in the sky, but rather openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy." ~ Eskimo Legend

"He who has gone, so we but cherish his memory, abides with us, more potent, nay, more present than the living man." ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery

"Though you may be gone from us now, you will always and forever be in our hearts and prayers. Never to be forgotten, Julian Austin Rodriguez, as we look forward to the day when we will see you again! Love you buddy!" ~ Steven Meadows

2/22/2010Aunt Linda

My dear Julian,
Today is the anniversary of the dredful day we got your bad news. As long as I live, I will remember that day. I prayed for you than and I will pray for you now. I will also continue praying to the Lord everyday that he provide this family with the closure it needs. I know the coward that did this to you can't hide the rest of his life. Nor can the so-called people you called friends keep silent forever. God Bless you mijo and may you rest in peace !
Raul, Rosie, and Damari, my thoughts and prayers are with you. Love you guys!

2/22/2010Maritza

Julian
I pray everyday that soon we will fing your killers.

We love and Miss you very much. God bless the Rodriguez Family love you guys.

2/22/2010Your cousin Angie

I still can't believe or understand why all of this happened to you. The only piece of understanding we have as a family is knowing that you are in an amazing place. The rest of us are living in this temporary home called "life" But,you now have eternal life with Jesus in heaven. We all love and miss you.

2/22/2010Stephanie

I remember everything so well detail by detail. And thou everything has happened I still cannot believe you are gone. Sometimes it feels like a lie or a story that I just read and I tell myself your still with us
, And nothing happened.I have never felt this kind of pain anger and sadness. My heart aches without you, I feel as if the person that did thid to you tore out a piece of my heart and ran away with it and there is nothing that I can do. I feel so useless. I still wonder why it was you why did they want you what could Jesus desperetley need you for how could he take you away for ypour family and your TRUE friends? I don't think I could ever understand that. I miss you julian my sorrow eyes cry for you practiclly everynight I prey and prey that you are happy and satisfied with your new home. There is soo much tpo tell you soo much too say but tears just keep getting in my way. I love you and I could never forget you. Your memmories will forever be apart of me. You Give me life. It may be one year that I have lost you today, but that only means that I am one year to seeing you again. I am not a patient person but for you I can have all the patience in the world, that smile is worth waitting for. I love you Julian. I always will.

2/22/2010Aunt Connie

I feel such anger and sorrow for your loss. So much I want to say, but I can't. Today is your anniversary YOU ARE MISSED.

2/22/2010DAD

Son I miss you so much.I remember the last time I saw you walk out the door to go see your friends, you said you were going to help a friend (Flor)by doing a speech. I remember when you called that night, I told you your sister was back in town you said "great I'll call her later I'll probaly stay at her house tonight" I said becareful and call me later. "ok I got to go now, I love you dad" Love you too. That's the last thing I heard from you and the last thing I said to you.
"I LOVE YOU" Your friend Flor dosen't know the pain she has caused this family. She was there with you, she was part of the problem that started the fight, she saw who was fighting with you, She knows that it took at least three of them to take you down. She should be able to identify atleast one of them.Her mother got her leagal advice. WHY? what is she hiding? Her mother who gives the Latino study class at Cal State San Marcos, who said in the newspaper article that she sponsored you for that speech Anti-gang Anti-drugs has got her daughter legal advice WHY? She has information and she just like her mother is guilty of witholding information. But people do talk, The Anonymous Tips are coming in slowly so that tells me that somebody out there is going to give the piece of info that I need and I will be glad to hand them the reward. They have to understand that I have not caught them right away it's been a year but I will never give up. They will have to go through life wondering when will they be caught. Who will they piss off, which one of their friends will give them up. Maybe their friend will realize that their life is in danger by leting them run free. I know that it took atleast three to take you down. I will not give up. I will find them. Everyday I get closer.I will find them.

2/22/2010Damari

Little brother,

Tonight/Tomorrow AM is 1 year. I can't beleive it. I've been trying to distract myself all day, but I can't help but to think of what you were going through one year ago from right now. I wish I could rewind time and stop you from going to that party, I wish I could stop you from going with those fake friends. I wonder what you would be up to now. Even the little details like what would you be wearing? How would your hair be cut?
I pray every night that someone would come forward with what they know. We're offering a reward. This would be easy money for anyone with information. Are they really that heartless? Can they really be that much of cowards? We have patience, we'll find the person or persons that did this. How long do they think they can live with this secret? How long do you think it will be before carma catches them? I don't think it will be that much longer. I have faith God will show us some answers soon.
I love you little brother. More than I can put in words. I hope your celebrating 1 year of your new life in heaven. Good night. I hope to see you in my dreams.

2/21/2010Ms. Alice

Julian,

Me & my family think about you all the time. Tomorrow will be a yr when that low down coward took you from your family & true friends.It really makes me upset how your so call friends would leave you & run thinging about them selves. I watch the news clips where it shows your blood on the fence & can't help but shed a tear that no one was there for you.
When I see your mom my heart just aches for her.I wish this coward could see the pain in your mother,father & sister's face.
To all the Homies that where there & ran even know something please
do the right think tell the Rodriquez who did this to Julian.

2/21/2010Stephanie

I need you.

2/21/2010Stephanie

I love you more than life itself.

2/17/2010Aunt Linda

My Dear Julian,
I pray another day for you, your family, but most of all, I pray for the capture of the monster who took your life. You see, eventually he will make a mistake and his day will come. I can only hope it is soon. Mijo, your memory will live on forever. For those of you that know who did this crime, God help you. You must not have a conscience!!!!!!!

2/17/2010Damari

"You never know when it's your time to go. Sittin here thinkin about the time we had. Damn I miss my brother. How could it be somebody took him away from me. My little brother is gone and now I feel all alone. I really miss my brother. Even though he's gone away, I know he's in a better place and I hope to see him again some day."

I'm not creative enough to come up with my own poems. But when I find one that expresses how I feel, Imagin it to be my own words. I love you little brother and miss you every day.

2/16/2010Stephanie

Love you.

2/16/2010BROWNEYES

I KNOW HOW U FEEL I LOST MY BABBY TWIN BROTHER AND STILL LOOKING FOR HIS KILLIER AND HE DIED 2 YEARS AGO

2/16/2010stacy

today i was driving by and show your bench and decide to check the website. But i'm sorry for the loss of your family . but i pray god they find this mother **** .

2/15/2010Stephanie

I love you, Always have always Will<3

2/14/2010Damari

Happy Valentines Day little brother. I know you're surrounded by love up there in heaven. I love you Julian.

2/14/2010Stephanie

I was wrong when I thought things could not get any worse. Now I wonder if they could ever get any better... Happy valentines day julian, I love you.

2/14/2010Stephanie

Happy Valentines Day<3

2/13/2010Stephanie

I love you.

2/11/2010Stephanie

Morning my Angle<3

2/10/2010Stephanie

it hurts more wach and everyday.. idk how you did it... all i know is that i miss you soo much and i would give anything to have the chnace to change everything that happened that night... i wonder sometimes if you are ever going to get the justice you deserve... i love you.

2/10/2010Becky

Julian, i didnt know who you were but when i saw this story i just had to say im so sorry for your families loss as well as your life!I also was at a party and didnt want to be there, left the party to wait for my ride, and was robbed.Not only was i robbed but also stabbed, left to die on the street. It must have been an angel looking after my life because i made it! It was the hardest thing for me and my family to go through but i can only imagine what your family is going thorough. Thank God that stupid idiot got caught and is serving his time! Dont worry julian, karma's the worst thing to deal with and they will get theirs! God Bless

2/10/2010Titi

Hi Julian, I thought alot about you and your dad yesterday. I know that if God had chosen to take one of our boys your Tio would be devasted. I just can't imagine the pain that your dad deals with everyday. You were his little boy, his only son. He had so many hopes and dreams for you. You know he loved you and was proud of you new achievedments and the person you were becoming. They stole your dreams Julian, and your dad's dreams, your mom's and sisters too. And all the hopes we had for your future, their gone too. How can one evil act take away sooo much. It's just not right. Karma, someday it will come around. I miss you Julian, I miss hearing your mom tell me about you. You were her center in so many ways.
I miss you, we will always miss you. Send your dad some special love from above for his birthday.

2/9/2010Stephanie

Goodmorning Sunshine, I love you<3

2/8/2010Stephanie

Do the right thing, please and thankyou. I love you.

2/7/2010Stephanie

I have the biggest headache ever and it won't go away I wanna call you so you can sing to me and make it go away..plleasee. I promis I won't be mean... I just wanna talk to youa. Call me so we can catch up so I can tell you everything, because I have soo much to tell you and I would find away to stop time just so that I could tell you and we wouldn't miss a single thing.. I promise you it all if you would just call me you don't even have to come to me I won't mind if u don't wanna see me I just need to talk to you..soo baby love today me rosa and nicole went to the mall and we stepped into Zales and I looked at the wedding rings and guess what I fell in love with this beautiful ring I had to try it on and when I did I closed my eyes and pictured you standing right next to me.. Aww I love you.. Crazy part is I feel as that preyer was ment to happen and now I will never know I can only hope.. Okay well enough depression for the night tuesday is nicks day.. I hope everything goes well take care of him I know you will. Do the right thing. I love you and when I say this it comes with soo much more meaning then it sounds. Goodnight love, I shall talk to you in the morning... P.s if you need anything call me I will always be here for you :)

2/6/2010Stephanie

I was remebering the first day we hung out it was at those apartments by walmart it was tinas friends kickback I remeber when I got out of the car and u were just standing there staring at me it was definitley awkward but at the same time it just felt so right. Thinking of it just brings the biggest smile to my face and a few tears I miss you julian <3

2/6/2010stephanie

Good afternoon julian, I just got out of taking my ACT and I must say it was preety god damnn hard. I'm waitting for my mom and its raining :) I'm supper cold andd I miss you soo much ...<3 I love you

2/5/2010stephanie

I love you. I was remembering all those times u would sing to me and rap to me I loved it all I miss it more than ever. I miss you. Every thing just happened so fast its almost going to be a year and I still can not believe your gone.. I don't want to believe you're gone. I miss you I miss you so much.

2/4/2010Your cousin Angie

Julian, I think about you often and everytime I do I say a prayer for your mom,dad,and sister and you too even though I know you are ok and in a better place. We all love you and wish you were still with us,but we ALL know that you are in a better place than we can even imagine. I love you so much.

Love,
Angie

2/3/2010Liz

Wow I just saw this website in Mira Mesa on a black car and was so curious to know what it was all about. I am so sad to hear what happened to you and your family! I myself have 3 boys and don't know what in the world I would ever do having loss one! It practically brings tears to my eyes but, I have to hold it in because I am at work. I just hope and pray that one day,really soon that is, the person that were your so called "friends" will no longer handle living like this having done this to you!! I also have a younger brother that will be 21 this year and love him to death! May you rest in peace and will your family continue to stay strong in these tough times.

2/2/2010Damari

Julz
I miss you every day. I wish so bad that you were able to go with us last weekend up in the snow. I wished you were there to throw snow balls with us and sled. I was holding back tears on some parts of that trip. It sucks that I wont ever be able to fully enjoy things like that again. I'm ganna always wish you were there.
I can't believe we're coming up on year with out you. The pain is still so fresh. I still pray every day that someone will listen to their conscious. I wish your so called "friends" that were with you that night would stop being cowards.
I love you little brother.

2/2/2010Stephanie

I love you. :)

2/2/2010stephanie

Goodmorning sunshine, I love you<3

2/1/2010stephanie

Everything that has happened in the past year just leaves me speachless... I love you and miss you more and more each and every day...

1/29/2010Candi

I was on the highway in CA coming back to NV when I saw this car with this website on the back of the car. I could not help but wonder what it was for, so I wrote it down and decided to look it up. I am soooo very sorry to learn of your loss but this is the most creative idea to come up with. I am so very touched that I coulded help but leave a comment. We all know what its like to loose a family member but I really hope that who ever is responsible for your loss will soon have to face their consequence. My thoughts and prayers go out to your family. Sincerely,
Candi

1/28/2010stephanie

I miss the way you love me I miss the way you kiss me I miss the way you hug me I miss the way you talk to me I miss the way you smile I miss the way you laugh I miss the way you walk I miss the way you sing to me I miss the way you feel I miss your love I miss the way you cry... But most of all I miss YOU!...

1/28/2010Liz

I am so sorry for your loss. May he rest in peace and may the killer be found soon. God Bless.

1/27/2010stephanie

I love you. You have my heart..

1/26/2010stephanie

Love you <3

1/26/2010Damari

"I miss you,
I miss the loud music coming
from your room,
I miss the warmth of knowing
You’re just a call away,
I miss the way we fought and
played,
I miss seeing your big bright
smile,
I miss seeing you here and
there,
I miss hearing you come in
at night,
I miss your smell,
I miss you with all my might,
I miss the way we would fight,
I miss my brother,
I miss my friend,"
I love you I miss you, until I see you again.

1/26/2010Stephanie

Goodnight, I absalutley adore you.I love You I love you I love you <3. Princess

1/25/2010Stephanie

I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Miss YOU, SOOOOOOOOO MUCH<3
I LOVE reminicing about you, it just reminds me of the best times,
memories have became better than reality<3
...better than anything
couldnt ask for anything else...

Always
I
Promise....<3

1/22/2010Stephanie

I love You.

1/22/2010Damari

11months today. I still can't beleive it. can't beleive you've been gone that long, can't beleive we haven't found your killer, can't beleive the people you were with that night that you use to call "friends" havn't came forward with information. You were a true friend to them, its to bad they are to coward to return the favor. I miss you so much little brother. Some time I'm so wrapped up in my own pain that I forget what mom & dad are going through. I know your looking down on us every single day. I can't wait to see you again. I love you little brother.

1/22/2010stephanie

I miss youu soooo damn much...

1/20/2010Stephanie

I will ALWAYS love you.but u already know that! Always Love you.

1/18/2010Damari

I'm sure you'll help look after mom today. I love little brother.

1/13/2010Aunt Linda

Wow! 2010 is here. I pray that this year will be the year the familia can put closure to your trajedy. Mijo, if you only knew how much you are missed. I look at your pictures from our last New Year's bash. They are priceless. They not only brought a smile to my face, but I also shed some tears. I'm so grateful to have had those fond memories. You'll forever be remembered. I know you're in a better place. Love you. RIP

1/13/2010Damari

Good Morning little brother. I love you.

1/12/2010Stephanie

Love You<3

1/11/2010Stephanie

"life wouldnt be the same without you, and all the memmories that you have given me."
Love You.

1/9/2010Stephanie

todays the 9th you know what that means. =]
i love you, dont you ever forget that!

1/9/2010PJ

Holidays have been hard on all of us. I thought about driving down and visiting your mom, dad, and sis for the holidays, but I didn't think I could handle walking into the house and not seeing you there. Just talking to your mom during the holidays was hard enough. Not having you around really sucks! I miss you little cousin. I want the guy who did this to you found, and brought to justice. One day Julz, one day. I love you kid...

1/8/2010Stephanie

Your Beautiful
<3

1/7/2010Stephanie

do u remember the firsat day we hung out? i do. i can honestly tell you i remember every sigel detail of that night... i miss you.
i try to forget all the best times we had so that it would stip hurting this much but i dont think i could ever forget.
i love you.

1/4/2010Damari

I miss you sooo much Julz. Some days I feel like just caving in. Like I'm just ganna crumble. I love you little brother.

1/1/2010Stephanie

Happy New year.
I can only hope this year is better than the last.
All im left with is memmories..memmories that'll last me a lifetime.
i love you.

1/1/2010Titi

It's 2010. May this be the year that we find your killer & your family can find Peace. Life will never be the same. We will keep the memories alive, you still live in our hearts. Drink from that cup of Eternal Life. Cheers to you Julian. God Bless your family.

12/31/2009Damari

I keep thinking about what we would be doing this new years. Theres no way we could celebrate without you. Todays grandpas Bday. I hope you give him a big hug for us specially for dad.
I love you little brother. Good Night.

12/31/2009Stephanie

almost New years...
last year was probably the best new year i have had and i know you had the best time..
i love you!

12/30/2009Stephanie

I love you.
definitley isnt the same without you...

12/29/2009Damari

WOW Julz I remember last year for Stephanies Bday you had me help you bake her a Bday cake. I think I was getting carried away, you kept telling me "let me do something" and you did you put your own touch to it. I wonder what you would have been having me help you with this year.
I love you little brother. I hope to see you soon.

12/28/2009Stephanie

Happy Birthdya to me!!
aww haha i miss you.
i love you.. I miss my cake!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

12/28/2009:)

Im sorry about everything. I didnt know you, but my friend did. It makes me think about me and my boyfriend. All the dumb fights that almost broke us up. The nights i cried the nights he begged and said he loved me. It makes me appreciate him so much after knowing what happened to you. My friend lost her love and i dont wanna lose mine. I love him. But everything happens for a reason and your in a better place. Just because i dont know you doesnt mean i dont care. I love my boyfriend more than anything and i hope i never lose him. And im sorry to all the people who lost you. Its not fair. I hope your smiling down on everyone right now. Im gonna hug my boyfriend real tight tonight. For me, him, and you and your family. <3

12/27/2009Stephanie

my bday is in less than 10 min.
i love you!!!!!!

12/26/2009Stephanie

Love You.

12/25/2009Aunt Connie

Julian,
We love you and we miss the heck out of you! I wish you happiness this Christmas as you are with Jesus.

12/25/2009Stephanie

Merry Christmas Julian.
It definitley isnt the same with out you.
I love you.

12/25/2009CHRISTY

WOW JULIAN 10 NMONTHS HAVE PASSED AND ITS A FIRST CHR4ISWTMAS WE ALL GO THROUGH KNOWING YOUR NOT HERE.. JUST THINKING OF ALL THE GOODTIMES WE ALL HAD WHEN WE WERE LITTLE AND HOW ON XMAS DAY WE USE TO GO OVER 2 EACH OTHERS HOUSE AND SHOW EACH OTHER WHAT SANTA HAD BROUGHT US, ITS BEEN HARED NOT HAVING YTOU HERE BUT I KNOW YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE WATCHING OVER US AND RESTING IN ETERNAL PEACE.. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU

12/25/2009Andie

I've been thinking about you alot these past few weeks. Last week was my 21st birthday and growing up we had always talked about how we were going to party it up. But you get to party it up with the big man up there on a daily basis. We all miss you down here especially throughout these holidays but God had a bigger plan for you and I know you're watching us all. You're never forgotten.

12/25/2009Cindy from SF

It's sad that you're not here. It sucks. But I can at least say Merry Christmas and pray that you receive the message.

12/25/2009Damari

Today is a sad day for us without you. We would normally wake up and open presents around the Christmas tree. But this year there's no presents, no tree and no you. If I knew that last year was goin to be our last Christmas together I would have done so much more for you. I wish I could at least give you a hug for today. I hope your surrounded by love up there. I hope to see you soon so I can give you that hug. I love you little brother. Merry Christmas.

12/24/2009Titi

Hi Julian,
This Christmas just won't be the same, especially for your family. I bet your happy celebrating Jesus' birthday there with him. We'll still have a big empty whole in our hearts. We (Tio, the boys and I) all miss you alot. God Bless you Julian.

12/24/2009Stephanie

i love you.
Merry Christmas Eve
<3

one year ago today we were togather. Everything was just PERFECT!

12/23/2009Stephanie

i love you.

12/22/2009Damari (Julians one and only sister)

10 months....I can't beleive it. I keep thinking of how much I've missed in those 10months. You graduating, me going to your practices, watching your matches, all the conversations we've missed, all the laughs, you getting for first car, so many things. Instead of this being a happy time for us we're left with memories, and emptyness. I hope the person that did this to you has heard of this website. I hope he's read these candles, all the love people have for you. I hope he realized that with every day that passes that he's not caught, only means we're one day closer to finding him. I hope every day for the rest of his pathetic life he thinks of you. I know that every day that passes hes probably wonderig "IS TODAY THE DAY I'M GOING TO GET CAUGHT? IS TODAY THE DAY CARMA WILL CATCH UP TO ME?" If he's reading this, I hope he knows he'll live with this on his consious every day for the rest of his life and more. COWARD.

12/21/2009Aunt Linda

Many Blessings to my family. Raul, Rosie and Damari. I didn't wish you a "Happy Holiday". Because without Julian I am sure that it's not possible until you find peace within. Soooooooo that brings me to the people that view this site. I know someone out there knows who killed my nephew. But because you fail to come forward your just as much a coward as the spineless bastard that did this. Have some compassion and bring peace to his parents by helping solve this murder. Julian we will forever remember you mijo. Miss you ,Love you . RIP

12/19/2009Stephanie

hey love,i miss ou soo much i was thnking of you lastnght.. i kw ths is gonna sound a little weird but theres as where im walking and i hearsomeone say my name and i pictur you standng in back of me butthen when i tun around theres no oe there. i mss you more each and every day. it hant got ne easier fo me. no matter where im ator who im with or what im doing i constantly hink of you and i wnder if you were stil here what would we be doing.. and now that its gona be chrismsi oner whati woulve gotten u and hat yowouldv gotten me and where would e have beenand who would we be spending itwith and i wonder wha amazng plan you would ave for my birthday and wonder how happy i could have been. all the bad stuff ht weve ben through hs fadedaway fromme and alli think of is how much you love me and hopw much love ou,i think of how lucky i was to have you, you would do anythinng fo me, and i would do nething gfor you.. you know how to bring the biggest smile with teeth and everything out of me you made me laugh so much i would pee my pants. we had the best times togather and the worst times togather, we were so much alike, bothvery hrdheaded butstill very sympathetic forgiving and loveable. theres many things i dont know but one thing that i do know is that iwill never be abel to forget you you are forever apart of my lif. you willforever love me nd i will foreverlove you, yourmeory goeswith me whereever i go. People thinkthyknow whats p but they really dont.. i love you jut as much a i did 2 years ago. how could i not loe you. your smie gave e hope and your laugh made e augh you are the reason whyi am what i am rightnow. i did change.. BigTime.. i knowi making you very proud im trying though i feel like im falling each and everyday. I just cant wit to be wi you again. i cant aite fr everythin to go back tothe way it is suppose to be. i wishi could walk up right t heaven have litle talk with God and bringyou back home again. I hae so much to sa to you so many emotions to portray. ineed younow me than ever.
i love you today, tomrrow, and the nex day and the day after that...I LOVE YOU FOREVER!

12/17/2009Stephanie

hey.. so tomorrow morning im leaving to arizona.. i cant waite to get away from here. i miss you veryy much my bdays comming up. all im thinkking about is when ur sister took us ice skating and yoou made me that cake and ur sister helped you. o and the baaloon that said "happy 2st birthday" haha i still have it. i love you. and you better beleive i will be thinkiing of you through the holidays.. people say that it'll get better with time..but it only seems to be getting worse.
i miss you.
love you.

12/15/2009Damari

Hi little brother. I keep seeing things in the stores that I wish I could by you. I imagin seeing you in certain clothes or things for your room. I picture your reaction when I give it you. I HATE that someone, no some monster took these opportunities from me. I would give ANYTHING to have you back. I hope the piece of $#!t that did this is dieing inside especially as he spends this time getting ready to celebrate the holidays with his family.
I Love you little brother. I hope you know that and Never think other wise. I miss you to much to explain.

12/15/2009Adam from Mira Mesa

Saw the website on the black car. Sorry to the family about your loss and sorry Julian your life got cut so short man.I am sure this Christmas will be tough for your family, watch over them from above.And to the family, good luck with finding the worthless soul(s) that did this. Someone will eventually come forward with information. Incidents like this are never forgotten and it is surely bothering someone inside that knows something. Eventually they will crack. Best wishes

12/14/2009Damari

Good night little brother. I love you.

12/10/2009Stephanie

christmas is comming up... last year i spent it with you and your family. this year i just wanna get away so im gonna stay with my dad. i miss you so much. its still just so unbelevable to me.
i love you.

12/8/2009Damari

Julz
I wish I had a remote to fast forward throught Christmas. I keep thinking of last Christmas with you. Better yet if I had a remote I would rewind back to February. I miss you. I love you.

12/6/2009Stephanie

I miss you.
i like to look at your pictures they make me smile.

i love you.

12/5/2009Stephanie

I love you more than life it self.

12/2/2009Stephanie

I would do nething just to see you smile again.
i miss you.

12/2/2009Stephanie

Hey boo. todays my moms birthday. i wish you were here. i miss you sooo much. i had a feeling you were with me lastnight. i really needed you lastnight. ive been breaking down alot latley. i just get flashbacks to that night and its liek im there all over again...
i love you. see you real soon.
<3

11/28/2009Cindy from SF

Didn't forget about you lil Bro. It's been a busy weekend for me, but you still popped into my mind more than a few times. I know you got a message that you want to tell me. I think you just want everyone to be happy during this holiday season. It's hard to do without you here, but then I remember that you are still here. You are in our thoughts, hearts, and prayers. You are everywhere we are. Thank you for continuing to enlighten our lives.

11/26/2009DAD

It's been a hard day without you for all of us today. This is the first time in the 27 years that your mother sister and I did not celebrate Thanksgiving. We all miss you so much, it's hard to deal with the holidays. Just knowing that the son of a bitch is still out and about is not right. I know that you had a lot of people you called friends that you loved respected and trust. The sad part is that they don't know the meaning of friend. They have no ideal what they lost when they lost you and they probably will never know what a true friend you were. I,m sorry son this is hard for me to sit here and write. I talk to you every morning before work during work at home and before I go to sleep you know what I think you know how I feel.
I WILL FIND HIM.

11/26/2009Damari

Damn Julz today is a tough day. I just wanted to skip it all together. I wish I could just fast forward past all the holidays. I wanted to wake up this morning and go down stairs and see you watching football or hangin out in the kitchen giving mom a hard time while she cooked. Instead I went down stairs with a tear in my eye said good morning to you like I do every morning and sat there for a while wishing you were here. I miss you sooooo much. I hope your surrounded by love especially today up there in heaven. I hope you see how much we miss you. I love you little brother.

11/26/2009Stephanie

HAPPY THANKSGIVING Baby i love YOU!!!!
i remember last year you were in arizona with your family wow i miss you.
i am thankful that i have you, such a wonderful, amazing, handsome, young man in my life.
i love you Boo!

11/23/2009Titi

Hi Julian,
It's been a year since I got to last see you. It was our early Thanksgiving at PJs house. I remember you so vividly. So tall, so handsome,...and that smile. I did get to hug you and tell you I love you before you left. I never thought that it would be the last time. You will never be forgotten Julz. Everyday, you are in my thoughts. You brought blessings to all of us in one way or another. I am sad (and angry) that I will never get the chance to hug you and tell you to "be good" and I love you. Even though I can't tell you know that you will always be special. The person that took you from us had no right to end your life, no reason. We pay for what we do here on earth, and pay he will. I miss you Julz.

11/23/2009Stephanie

hello love.
todays Javiers Birthday. say happy birthday to him for me. i bet you guys are throing a party up there. i love you boys.

11/23/2009Damari

9 months and it still doesn't feel real. I'm still waiting to wake up and find out its all a bad dream. I can't beleive the holidays are coming and your not here. We decided not to celebrate this year, not with out you. I hate seeing all the Thanksgiving and Christmas decorations. Its just a reminder of how real this all is.
I hope the monster that took you from us is thinking of you during these holidays. I hope his conscious is eating him alive. He doesn't deserve to still be able to spend the holidays with his family. He should be rotting in hell right now.
I miss you little brother. Your still the most important person to me.
I love you and can't wait to see you again.

11/22/2009Stephanie

i miss you soooo much. its crazy how life goes on and everything seems okay and then i thinkk of you and ust everything we have been through togather and how in just one night i would never have you again and its just such a big reality check. i miss you sooo much. i love you julian.

11/22/2009cynthia m

another month has passed julian and i till miss u the samee as the first day i found out. 9 months julian. see you soon julian

I love and miss you buddyy

11/22/2009Stephanie

u love you. i misss you so much. i wonder how life would be if u were still here...

11/19/2009Stephanie

Goodmorning!
i miss you sooooo much. i was talking about you the other day it made me realize how much so many things have changed...
i love you.

11/14/2009Damari

Good night Julz. I love you

11/14/2009Stephanie

i miss you verryy much. ive been thinking about you alot latley, i love you and i will always love you.

11/12/2009Stephanie

miss you boo!!!!

11/8/2009Stephanie

i love you, you handsome angel.

11/8/2009Aunt Linda

Thought about you today like we do everyday. Warm wishes to your mom, dad, and sister. Rip

11/6/2009Stephanie

i love you. verrrry much!

11/6/2009Damari

I miss you so much little brother. I can't wait till the time comes when I can see you again. Its not the same without you.
I love you

11/3/2009STEPHANIE

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11/2/2009Stephanie

heyy
i miss you!!!!!!!!

11/1/2009Stephanie

i miss you.
&
i love you.

10/31/2009ALEX

HEY WATS UP DOG I MISSING YOU EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY THEW OUT THE YEAR I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE.. DONT WORRY THOUGH I WILL HELP FIND YOUR KILLER.. TAKE CARE AND I WILL SEE YOU UP THERE IN HEAVEN.......

10/31/2009Damari

Julian
I keep thinking how today you would be calling me to wish me a happy birthday. It hurts to think that I'll never get one of those phone calls again. I miss hearing your voice so much. I think about what you would be doing today. What would you dress up as this year. I remember last year when you sent me a picture of your costume, I cracked up. I hope you'll be with me today. Even though I cant see you I hope I'll be able to feel you around. We decided not to do anything this year for Halloween or my birthday. Theres no way I'd be able to enjoy today knowing your not here. I miss you little brother. I gotta keep thinking one more day closer to you. I love you Julz

10/31/2009Aunt Linda

I just wanted to pay my respects to you mijo and let you know you are truly missed. I also wanted to wish your sister Damari " Happy Birthday". Love you .

10/29/2009Stephanie

i love you sunshine.
your sisters birthdya is comming up!! i know you'll be with here. since you love her the most. haha i remember when you would tell me that to try and get me jealous. i miss you boo!
see you soon.

10/27/2009Beau James

Today I'm here at work with your Dad and just can't believe someone would do this to you. I know you are happy with the LORD. I hope your family will get through the hard times and remember all the fun they had with you. Rest In Peace Julian!!! They will find the person who took you from your family and friends. LORD be with the Rodriguez Family!!!

10/26/2009Stephanie

I love YOU!!!!!!

10/23/2009Stephanie

wow 8months. and its all still so unbeleivable to me.
i love you.

10/22/2009Big Sister

Julian
Todays 8 long miserable months without you. Its been so hard not hearing your voice or seeing your smile in that long. I miss EVERYTHING about you. I keep telling my self with every day that passes it just puts me one more day closer to seeing you again. I can't even explain how much I miss you. I hope the monster who did this reads all the love we have for you. I hope he sees how much he took from us. How much pain hes caused. maybe carma will put him through similar pain one day.
I love you little brother. You are in my thoughts every single day.

10/22/2009Aunt Linda

I thought about this long and hard my dear Julian, What do I have to say today? Other than, we miss you mijo. Life is not the same without you and God knows we truly love you. But than I thought as many people that visit this website in your honor (or even those that visit just out of curiosity)Someone out there knows something that could help solve this case. If your reading this please have an ounce of compassion and speak up. You can leave a msg/tip etc. no one has to know it was you. Just do the right thing. This could be you or your familia going through this madness. My nephew deserves more respect than this.

10/16/2009Stephanie

i just got back from chuckie chease and it reminded me when me and you went with amy and mylo we all had soo much fun.and then my step bro got some pop rocks and that reminded me of when you and damari were telling me that if you eat pop rocks with soda your stomach will explode and i actually beleived you two. haha wow i miss those day i miss you.
love you boo!

10/16/2009Stephanie

i love you and miss you verry much.

10/14/2009Natalie

I hope your family and YOU get justice... this is a horrible tragedy and should never have happened...

10/14/2009alex

hey wats up dog im just sitting here thinking about all the good times we had even thoughwe didnt know each other that well u were still a good homie to me u had my back like i had urs man i wish u were still here i am going to get ur killer and we will put an end to this just watch my step everyday and ill prove to u wat ill do in order to get ur killer well take care and ill get back at u later (ur always in my heart) missing u like crazy perro

10/13/2009RIP

i never really knew you but i just want to say i hope they find who did this to you. you had your whole life ahead of you and its not fair! My heart goes out to your family girlfriend and fiends RIP!!!

10/13/2009Damari

I love you little brother. I hope your proud of us today and the efforts that we giving to find your killer. We WONT give up.
I can't wait to see you again. I wish so bad that I could give you a hug. I love you.

10/13/2009Stephanie

i love you sooo mcuh. but please julian give us some signs to who did this. he needs to be arrested this person doent deserve to be happy look at wat he dd to you. you are missed and loved soo much this is so unfair. i love you. always will.

10/12/2009ALEX

I WISH I COULD OF DONE SUMTHING ABOUT IT MAYBE I WOULD OF SAVED UR LIFE AND UR FAMILY WOULDNT EVEN BE GOING THROUGH THIS U JUST DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS U AND I KNOW U WILL BE WATCHING MY EVERY STEP UNTIL I MEET U WHERE EVER U ARE

10/12/2009Stephanie

i love you times a finity more than you love me. =]

10/12/2009alex

damn dogg i cant except that ur gone u were the best homie ive meet who ever did this to u is going to get it back im doing this for u i think about u everyday pero it all happen when i was bisted and found out about it when i got out four motnhs after i wish u the best and r.i.p in the heavens above me i miss u dog take care of ur self

10/12/2009Cindy from SF

Just thinking about you Julian. Prayed for you earlier. Miss you deeply....

10/12/2009Stephanie

I love You. <3

10/10/2009Aunt Linda

Oh Julian,
Thinking bout you, like we so often do. During football season, we wish you were here to root for our
"CHARGERS". RIP MIJO !

10/10/2009Stephanie

you're just so amazingly wonderful.

10/10/2009Stephanie

i had never reread our messages on myspace till today. wow its so heart breaking reading them i felt like replying and telling you i love you and im here for you. but it was liek there was no one there, you werent there to reply. its so weord. till this dsy i can not beleive this happened to you its like one day you were here the next day you were gone for ever if like you werent real it was all just a dream. i miss you soo much i miss us i miss going to eachothers famiily parties i miss going taking the kids to the park i miss going iceskating i miss playing with eli i miss eating your moms food going to your siters house i miss hanging out in your room taking your dog for a walk swinging on the swings talking to you laughing with you crying with you hugging you. we had the best times ever. i cant beleive your gone its just so unbeleivable and its already been almost seven months. i miss you sooo much. i have never for one second stopped thinking of you i always wonder what i would be doing wat we be doing. i dont understand why you had to die you were doing so good i was so proud of you. i sometimes wonder if maybe something that night wuld have gone different would you still be here. im so scred to forget about you i dont ever wanna forget about you you are my favorite person in this world. i dont ever wanna forget. i love you sooooo much. and i know you love me too i just wanna be with you i miss you.
words cant even explain or compare to how much imiss you and love you.

10/10/2009Stephanie

hey handsome.
i just got back from my soccer game and ky knees are killing me. everysingle time i play i lways think of you when u would go to my games and just stare at me and laugh haha i miss you julian soo much. yesterday wouldve been two years i swear i kept seeing things that reminded me of you. i passed by the iceplex i and i went to chilies it was so weird i just kept seeing all the things we did on our first year. i love you verry much and miss you even more.
love you boo.

10/9/2009Julz

Hey little brother. We're going camping this weekend. I wish you were able to go with us. I alway thought of things that I would like to take you to do, and when I thought of camping I always thought it be cool to take my brother along. I could see you and Stephanie going with us. I miss you more than words could tell. I hope you'll be there with us anyways. I love you little brother.

10/9/2009Maritza

Good morning sunshine:) been thinking about you a lot lately. I pray that soon your killer is found but still doesn't change what he did and how sad it is for a lot of us to believe ur gone I know we will see u one day just sucks that u can't be here with us miss you.

LoVe YoU and your Family specially that munchkin!!!

10/7/2009Stephanie

hey love,
tomorrows jessicas birthday i wish everything was the same but it isnt i hope you make her day wondeful and let her have the best 18th birthday a kid could have . i wish u were here u always some how know wat to say. i love you handsome.
see you soon.
your princess
<3

p.s your sisters birthday is comming up too!!!!

10/7/2009Lacy

I was driving in Temecula and saw this on the back of a car. I couldn't get it out of my mind~ I am so deeply sorry for what has happened to you and Julian such a young man trying to do the right thing! KEEP him in your thoughts, heart and conversations! It will, in time, get better. You will always have the memories and I will keep Julian and you in my prayers.Giod Bless and remember there is someone ALWAYS willing to talk especially after months of living with this guilt! Please keep on asking! It might take time but I have to believe that there is still justice and empathy in the world and Julian deserves to get it! God Bless julian!

10/7/2009Christina

I was very sorry to hear of what happened to you Julian and wish I could have had the chance to know you. I am sure someday your killer will be found. Good luck to your family and God speed to you.

10/7/2009Titi

Hi Julian:
Thinking about you lots! I heard some music today that had me thinking of you. It's still hurts. You'd grown up to be such a handsome man with that beautiful gentle smile- I miss you, will always miss you.

10/4/2009Stephanie

hey handsome.
so i played in my game yesterday we tied i hurt my knees really bad like really bad. and im all bruised up but its all good thats wat happens when you play sports! haha well just stoppped by to say i love you and i will see you realll soon. bye for now love.

10/3/2009Stephanie

hello love.
i miss you verry much its almost october 9th you know wat that means our 2year anniversery but ofcourse you already know that. i love you soo much. there still isnt a day that i dont think of you and miss you i wonder what funn plans we would have made. im guessing iceskating. haha we love iceskating. i love julian i have to get ready for my soccer game right now so i will talk to you later. wish me luck i know you'll be there love you boo!!!!
see you soon.
your fabulous princess.
you already know!!!!

9/30/2009Damari

I just felt like letting you know how much I love you little brother.

9/29/2009Chell

I am deeply saddended to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

9/28/2009Michelle

Today I saw a bus bench seat on Mission Rd that had this site referenced and I was curious to see what it was about. To hear of the tragic loss of a young man in such a needless manner compels me to offer my condolences to the family and I hope you get the answers you are seeking. We must do a better job of protecting the future generations.

9/28/2009Damari

Julian
I just want you to know your on my mind every single day. I love you little brother. As the days go on that only puts me closer and closer to you.
I miss you so much.

9/22/2009Damari

Julian
Its been seven months today and I miss you more every single day. The pain is still as strong as the night we found out you were gone. Now I'm seven months closer to seeing you again. And we're seven months closer to catching the monster who did this to you.
I love you little brother. I hope you always feel that.

9/22/2009=]

i hope you had a good birhtday in heaven julian only wish we could of spent it with you i know your in a much better place but cant help but want to be near you.ill pray to you every nite i know you can hear me.

9/21/2009N.B.

Hi. I never knew you, but I saw a bench with this website on it. I hope your killer is found and you can really rest in peace.
- N.B.

9/21/2009Stephanie

hello sunshine.
i dodnt go to school today im at the library isnt that weird. hahh well i just wanted to say that i love you verryyyy much and i will see you soon handsome.
p.s i miss you!!!!!

9/21/2009Damari

I hope you were at the game with me yesterday. You probably had the best view ever.
Love you Little Brother

9/19/2009Stephanie

hola my love!
i miss you verry much your birthday was good butt nothing could have topped lastyears it was the best. i love you veryy much.
see you soon!!!!!
p.s how far is heaven??
=]

9/18/2009JOEL GOMEZ

whats up julian damn i still cnt belive your not here wit us but im not trippin cuz i know your watchin over us alll and ill some day see you again well happy late birthday and we miss you homie R.I.P

9/17/2009ROSIE + JOSE

HAPPY 18TH
WISH U WERE HERE YOU SNEAKY LITTLE WEASEL

9/17/2009ROSA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN
U ARE MISSED SO MUCH THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY HAPPY 18TH

9/17/2009Aunt Linda

Oh my God ! What can I say, but to tell you how much you are missed.
We said "Happy 18th Birthday " to you, and followed it with a prayer. I promise you we will never forget you mijo, we will forever keep your memory alive. May the Lord watch over your mom, dad, and your sister and I trust he is watching over you too. R.I.P.

9/17/2009Titi

Happy 18th BirthdayJulz or French Fry as Uncle Pat calls you. I wish we could be celebrating with you today. I miss you baby. It's hard not to think of all the "what ifs'. How you would be feeling turning 18 today, I'm sure you would've been doing some major celebrating. Well go on and celebrate mijo, you are in heaven where we all hope to join you some day. I miss you and though you can't be here physically, I know your spirit is here with us especially today. So Julian, from me and uncle Pat, we toast to you on your birthday. I love you, God Bless you today and always.

9/17/2009PJ

Hey Julz, it's your 18th birthday, and it sucks you couldn't be with us to celebrate it. I wish you were here little cuz. Unfortunately, God had other plans for you. I hope he's rockin out with you on your birthday in heaven. I miss you, and Happy Birthday.

9/17/2009Aunt Marilyn

Happy Birthday In Heaven Julian!

You would have turned 18 today, if you were still here. Although you are so far away, Our hearts have kept you near.

Your cake this year, will surely be, A beauty to behold. With the icing made of Silver, And the candles made of Gold.

No I can't send a card or give a gift so fine. So I'll just send a special prayer, to that wonderful nephew of mine.

We send our love to you,
From all our hearts to yours.

Aunt Marilyn
Joe and Jeremy

9/17/2009Your cousin Angie

Julian,
I was driving home from school today and heard a song that made me think of you. Just then I looked up and saw a perfect blue sky with beautiful white clouds and I realized how that perfect beauty is your everyday. I know today was especially beautiful because YOU were shinning through even more, because it is YOUR DAY. I love you and think of you often. Happy Birthday little cousin.
Love,
Angie

9/17/2009Aunt Migdalia

Julian,
Happy Birthday. I was reading your family's words to you today, Let your spirit help them understand that you couldn't be celebrating your 18.th birthday in a better place than with our heavenly father. I love you and I know we'll meet again. God bless you.
Love,
Your Aunt Migdalia

9/17/2009Stephanie

Hey sunshine. Today is your 18TH BIRTHDAY. WoW words cant even expain how i feel today. wow Julian i wish u were here i wish we could spend the whole day togather just liek we did last year. i wish i could sing to you and watch you blow out your candles i wish i could hug you and give you a billion kisses i wish all your dreams could come true i wish i could make you smile and laugh i love you soo much and i miss you even more each and every day. I will never let you go. i bought the same birthday cake i got for you lastyear and i will sing to you along with my family. i love you handsome. I love you so so much! and yo know that and thats all i care about. wow babe your bug eighteen you were waitting for this day i cant beleive your gone..
happy eighteen birthday julian.
i love you my Angel.

9/17/2009Ruben Perez

Sup little Cuz! Just wanted to let you know you are still constantly in out thoughts. The funny thing is your birthday is sad to us because you are not physically here to share it with your dad, mom, and sister but in all reality I know this is the best birthday you've ever had! You can’t be in heaven and have a bad day. It's just not possible. Since youre having such a wonderful day in heaven I'm going to celebrate your birthday here in Indiana with my daughter. Have a wonderful 18th birthday Julian!

9/17/2009Marisol

Happy 18th Birthday Julian!!! We really wish you were here with us to celebrate this special day.

Love you and miss you dearly

Love,
Marisol

9/17/2009Belinda Hernandez <3~

Happy 18th Birthday Julian wish you were here with us we love and miss you very much.

love,
Beli <3~

9/17/2009GABRIEL CHAVEZ

happy birthday buddy really wish you could be here we all miss you

9/17/2009Celia

"Happy Birthday to you Happy birthday to youuu Happy Birthday dear Julian Happy Birthday to youuu!"
woohoo! The BIG ONE EIGHT!
Im sure ur partying it up in heaven ;)
Love you & Miss You dork!

9/17/2009DAD

18 years I remember everyday. The day you were born, I yelled it's a boy' IT"S A BOY I was so proud you looked strong and healthy. I remember picking your name takeing you home for the first time. I remember when you learned how to walk when you no longer needed diapers your first day of school. I remember when you learned how to ride your bike roller blade and skate board. I remember when you started wrestling playing football and basketball you are the champ. I remember when you started in MMA how hard you worked for what you beleived in, I was always so proud of you. I remember when you walked out the door, you said you had to go because you were HELPING a friend with a report, that FRIEND put you in danger and she will not lift a finger to help you. I said be careful call me later. I prayed GOD please take care of son keep him safe. I remember you did call that night to tell me you were alright and that you were going to call your sister later that you would stay at her place I said ok "be careful I love you" YA LOVE YOU TOO BYE. I didn' know that would be the last words I would here from you. I remember all this and then I remember the last TWO HUNDRED AND EIGHT DAYS WITHOUT YOU AND IT HURTS IT WILL ALWAYS HURT. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER. TODAY IT'S HARDER BECAUSE
IT'S YOUR 18TH BIRTHDAY.
BE CAREFUL I LOVE YOU.

9/17/2009Aunt Connie

Because time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year: The same energy that God invested in you at birth is present once again.

Miss you

9/17/2009Maritza

Morning Sunshine today is your 18th Birthday how much we wish you were here to celebrate. Julian we miss and love you very much hope to see you soon.

Love you Maritza.

9/17/2009Damari

Julian

I wish I was able to tell you face to face and give you a HUGE hug and tell you how proud I am of you, instead all I can do is hope you hear me wish you Happy Birthday. I keep thinking of all kinds of things I would do for you if you were here. I would have spoiled you for your 18th. I know you were looking forward to this day. I wish I could trade places with you so you can be here to enjoy these days and your future birthdays. I hope the angels are throwing you a huge celebration. I never would have imagined last year was going to be your last birthday with us. If I knew I would have done so much more for you.
I hope the monster that did this to you reads this and, I hope he realizes just how much he really took from us. I hope he thinks about it every single day of his pathetic life especially when he goes to celabrate his birthdays.

I love you little brother. RIP. Happy Birthday

9/17/2009Andie

Julian,

Well it's officially your 18th birthday and it's going to be a tough day for all your loved ones. We should all be celebrating your 18th birthday with you like we always talked about when we were growing up but instead we're not. But I know that you're up there celebrating and having a larger then life party. Happy Birthday Julian We miss you

9/16/2009Damari

Julian
Its the 16th today and all week I've been thinking about the 17th (your birthday). It kinda makes me nervous when I think of it because your not here and its ganna be a reality check. I know tomorrow is ganna suck. Instead of celebrating your 18th birthday we're mourning you not being here.
I miss you and love you little brother.

9/14/2009CHRISTY

JULIAN, TIMES PASSED AND STILL IT HURTS KNWN UR GNE.. ND 2DAY IVE BEEN THINKN BOUT YU ALOT AND ALL DA MEMORIES WE HAD GROWIN UP... ND 2 THINK YU WULDA BEEN 18 IN A COUPLE DAYS.. I KNW EVRYTHN HAPPENS 4 A REASON ND DAT UR IN A BTTR PLACE BT NOT A DAY GOES BY WERE I DNT FEEL ANGER 4 DA COWARD DAT DID DIS 2 YU AND DAT WNT MAN UP. I KNW GOD WILL MAKE HIS JUDGEMENT AT DA RTE TIME ITS JST HARD.. EVRYTIMEI GO C MY MOM I C DAT PIC OF US ON MY QUINCENERA ND THINK OF ALL DA OTHR MEMORIES..

I MISS YU AND I LOVE YU JULIAN ND I KNW UR IN A BTTR PLACE

9/14/2009Aunt Linda

My thoughts and prayers are always with you and the family. Love you mijo. You will never be forgotten!! R.I.P.

9/14/2009=]

julian everyone misses you so much and i hope you have a great birthday finally 18 i remember you couldnt wait for it lots of love ill always pray for your family but i know your watching over them

9/13/2009mom

juls
thursday is your 18 birthday; i wish you were here with us instead of in heaven. i cant wait to see you again my big boo boo boy your right,i was going to miss you again, i just didnt know how much

9/13/2009Stephanie

Julian,
there still isnt a day that goes by that i stop thinking of you. for everything that i do i try to think what you wat say to me i miss you so much i miss us and i miss our friendship. i love you soooo much and i will always miss you today tomorrow yesterday and forever. you are a big part of my life and your death has definitley scarred me. i mis you and love you verry much. and i know that you already know. i miss you handsome.
see you soon.
p.s thursaday is your birthday!!
the big 18 i love you!!!!!

9/11/2009Damari

R.I.P Brother

Soar through the air
let your spirit fly free,
and with the catch of an angel
this is where you want to be.
You are lifted up with grace
and taken high above, you are showered with peace and protection but most of all with love.
For now you have no anger no tears, fear or pain, these feelings you held are released and now happiness is all you'll gain.
So take their hands of freedom your new life is not to fear, and remember we'll NEVER forget you as your love will always be near.

I love You Little Brother.
I'm almost seven months closer to seeing you again. I can't wait.

9/9/2009Stephanie

1yr11months<3
i love you.

9/6/2009Stephanie

hey there handome. your birthday is comming up. im thinking of last year when your birthday was on the same day of my soccer game and you went to go see me play and afterwards we went to my house and i got you that cake you loved. sooo many memmories. i miss you handsome. you will always have me.

9/5/2009Andie

I'm sure you already know but we finally were able to buy a house after a long time of searching. I know this would of never happened had it not been for you and your family. I was driving home from work today and I couldn't help but think about you and what a punk you were and it just brought the biggest smile to my face. I still can't believer your gone, especially with your birthday coming up. I know you're looking down on us all but we all still miss you. I miss you bud

9/4/2009DAD

I miss you son, in a couple of days it will be your Birthday it's hard to think of that without you being with us.

9/4/2009Damari

I love you little brother.

9/1/2009Stephanie

i love you, then, now, tomorrow, and forever more. dont you ever forget that.i will always remember.

9/1/2009Damari

Julian
This month is the month of your birthday. You would be turning 18. I wish you were here for us to celebrate you becoming an adult. I know how excited you would have been. I wish I could tell you how proud I am of you. Instead this is going to be ONE of the hardest months for us (me,mom & dad). I know the next few months aren't going to be any easier with the holidays coming up. I don't even want to celebrate any of the without you.
I miss you soooooooooooooooooo much. I love you little brother.

8/30/2009Aunt Linda

My dear Julian,
I went to Nana and Tata's house the other day and you came up in conversation as you always do. We laughed, we cried, and we prayed for you. Know that you are truly missed.

The family will always have "Mad Love" for you mijo and we will always keep you in our thought's and prayer's.

I ask the Lord up above everyday to allow the familia some kind of closure by helping us find the coward that took your life. I honestly believe that someday my prayers will be answered. RIP

8/29/2009white girl :)

hey julz
damn things are definetly different without you...you are so deeply missed but i kno u kno all that. i remember kickin it with you at the movies you were sucha punk at times but you kno i got love for ya! we will find who did this to you and we love and miss you so so so much. take care punk

8/27/2009Damari

Good Morning Little Brother. I saw you in the sunrise today on my way to work. Your beautiful. I love you.

8/22/2009Your Cousin

Kid, I haven't been to your site in a while. But I do read every single message that is posted here every day. I have all your light a candle post emailed to my email via the rss feed. You know kid, what sucks about life is that you never know how much everyone loves you until it's too late. So much is left unsaid, and so much is left undone. I talk to you everyday, and still find it hard to sleep every night because I still can't believe your gone. Every time I wear my Tap Out shirts and every time I watch UFC. Every time I look at my son, I wish you could see him, too. I wish all these thing could be true, but the fact is I'm never going to see you. At least not in the way I want. Despite your death, I know you are still here with us and all of your family, looking down upon us and smiling. I miss you kid. As of know there we are still at a loss in finding the persons who killed you.

8/22/2009Damari

I can't believe its been six months today. Its still not any easier. I try to fool myself everyday thinking its not real, you'll be back, just to get me through the day. Every month on this day I can't help to let it out. Reality just slaps me in the face. I miss you so much. I hope you know that. I hope you never feel like you're forgotten or unloved. I don't care if its six months or sixty years. I will think of you and miss you every single day.
To the person that did this. YOU DID NOT GET AWAY WITH THIS. WE HAVE NOT GIVEN UP. WETHER WE FIND YOU OR CARMA GETS YOU. YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS.

I Love You little brother, Always.

8/21/2009rosa

hey julain[:
just wanted 2 say hi
i miss you so much! i hope your doin great! im doin ok..work is lame as usual...everybody over heres pretty much the same just gettin older lol everybody misses you loser face.
well ill see you soon ily<3

8/18/2009DAD

Hey it's moms birthday today. I know she has spent the day thinking of you, look after her. I miss you so much there are so many things I want to share with you it still hard to relize that your not on your way home walkimg in the door. I have not given up I will find the SOB! I miss you so much mijo. I LOVE YOU

8/18/2009Aunt Linda

I said a prayer for you and your family Julian, as I do every night. I think of you and reflect on the good times we shared with you. And for that, I am forever grateful. God Bless you mijo and may you rest in peace. Much Love.......

8/18/2009Damari

Good night little brother. I love you.

8/17/2009Damari

I miss you Julz. I hope you hear me talk to you every night before bed. I hope your ok. I love you little brother.

8/14/2009Big Sister

Julian I wish you were here to go with us this weekend. I know your ganna be watching us though. Wish us luck. I love you little brother.

8/13/2009Stephanie

hey love.
so i started soccer already i have my firsat game this saturday. im sorta excited im gonna miss looking over and seeing you on the side cheering me on though. i miss you soo much. i got a really bad cold out of no where and i feel horrible. schools about to start and i feel as if i havent done everything that i wanted to befor it started. i might go to the lil wayne and drake concert tomorrow im very excited even though im supper sick i hope it doesnt keep me from going. i know how much you wouldve loved that. i hope your doing good and i cant waite to see you spread your beautiful wings and take me with you. its about time i see that smile of yours.
i love you.
forever yours
stephanie.
p.s i will always remember.

8/10/2009DAMARI

A POEM TO A WONDERFUL BROTHER

"We think of you in silence
We always speak your name
We have so many memories
And your picture in a frame
We do not need a special day to bring you to our minds
Since days we do not think of you are impossible to find
We think of you when we play but that is nothing new
We think of you with love today
We are always with you
You are now our guardian angel watching us from your place of rest
Heaven must be a beautiful place
For God only takes the best
God please look after Julian
Don’t let him walk alone
After all, this is his first time away from home
Until we meet again"

I LOVE YOU LITTLE BROTHER

8/10/2009F.S.

Hey Julian, I was by Bradley Park the other day and saw a sign your dad put up with this website on it, thought i'd check it out and drop a few lines to you. I know we didn't know each other too well, and all we probably ever said to each other is "what's up", but when i heard the news believe me it hit me. Lookin at these pictures of you, it reminds me of how unfair it is that someone could just take your life away from you, when you had so much more life to live. As weird as it may seem, i think back to that night every time i see one of those bus benches with your name on it. I wonder how it all went down and i pray that you did not suffer. It's not fair to you that you had to go through that with noone by your side. But look at all the people who's lives you touched and remember they were all with you in some way on that night. For some reason when i think of you, i always remember this one time when we were at someone's party and you were holding my daughter, probably the last time i saw you. She'll probably never remember that, but i will. I just want you to know that i never judged you, in case you ever thought i did, because of who i am. Believe me, i'm not the type to listen to other people. I formed my own opinion about you and you seemed like a good guy. I saw how happy you made Stephanie and as you can see by the messages on here, your always gonna be in her heart. Know that i'll always try to protect her for you. My heart goes out to your parents, that some day they'll be able to forgive themselves for not being there for you when you needed them, as i can see that's what they feel. But as parents, you can only do so much to protect your children. I know your in a better place and I know your smiling down on us. I'm sure your happy that everyone is celebrating your life, instead of mourning your death. Keep your head up kid. See you again someday.

8/9/2009Stephanie

hey there my love. todays the 9th you know watthat means 1 year 10months. i miss you soo much. ive been keeping myself very buisy and im doing pretty good at it. work is good real good. and did i tell you i gonna be taking AP classes this year. im excited but i know all the homeword and essays is gonna make me stress but its worth it. im sorry i havent been visiting you daily im just tired of myspace amd everything...it all reminds me of you. i wish i had more then just memmories i wish i still had you. you are so unique i fell in love with everu thimg about you. most of your smile. your smile gave me hope it made everything okay. i know your taking care of me and i will make you very proud. you will always be my best friend and i still will always come to you with everything. i still just cant beleive your gone. i wish i had magical powers and could rewind time and do everything diferent. i wish i could have been there for you when u needed me the most. theres soooo many things i shouldve done differently. and it hurts knowing that now i cant do anything i feel so hopeless. i miss you julian and i love you very much. our memmories will live on forever.
see you soon mi amor.

8/7/2009courtney

hey julian im sorry that this happen to u.....as me as a young teenager i lost my older brother and it was hard on me and still is becuz i heard the shooting but just now no ur in the best place ull ever be in and member as for me i never new u but ....we all miss u R.I.P LOVE COURTNEY DANIELLES FREIND

8/7/2009Nancy

Rest in Peace Julian. You are in a better place now.

8/5/2009PATTY

Hey Julian, sad to know this happened... remeber the time when yu ended up with the broken FOOT LOL know my prayers are with u and ur family...Take Care, Patty

8/3/2009rosa

heyy hun[:
just wanted 2 stop by and say i miss u! hope ur doin good. ur always in my heart julian. ily<3

8/3/2009Titi

Julian, I think of you everyday. I like talking to you on my way home from work. I miss you. More so I miss that I did not get to spend more time with you. I think I've gotten to know more about you now from these candles than I gave the time to before. I would have loved to watch you grow old, achieve your dreams and have a family, watch your mom and dad spoil your children, like I get to now. Well,k I guess God had made other plans for you, it was time for you to join him. I wasn't ready for u to go, I know that your parents and Damari weren't ready either. They miss you so much Julian. My heart aches for them and I don't know what to do or say. I hear it in your mom's voice when I talk to her even though she doesn't say it. You'll never be replaced Julian, that empty space will remain in our hearts always. I worry about your mom and dad. I know that they're anzious to be with u again but please watch over them & keep them safe. We need them here with us although they would run to you at the first chance. I love them and Damari. I know you are their guardian angel now. Richie says that everytime I call someone Julian accidently (like him or Davin) it means that you are standing next to me. I believe him. I'll never stop missing you Julian.

8/3/2009Alice

Julian it is so unbelieve to not see you at family gatherings.It is also so unbeleive that someone would do this to you. I pray every day that this will be the day when the coward that did this to you is caught.I also pray @ night that he will have nightmares of what he did.
You will always be part of my family..

8/2/2009Andie

Julian,

Christy came over the day and we couldn't help but remember all the memories that we had growing up with you.I remember how we would always tag team against Christy and make fun of her for anything and everything. It's hard to believe it's been almost 6 months since you moved on but with all the good times we had, you're memory will continue to live on. But i'm even more upset that the last time I saw you was about a year ago at my wedding. To me you'll always be my little brother and I love you Jules

7/31/2009Stephanie

julian,
i miss you.
sorry i havent been letting you know everyday that i use too on here. no excuses as we use to say.. but i do hope your getting all my preyers every night. thanks to you i have realized many things about myself most of the kind of person i am going to become and the great things i wanna do in life. i fell in love with your personality. you have a big heart and ofcourseyouve got jokes ;) hahh. i cherish every memory we have had including the bad. i dont ever want to forget the past even though i must move on. i will always carry you close to me heart and bring you along my journey.
i love you Julian.

7/28/2009Damari

Julian
Everyday that goes by I miss you more and more. At the same time I know that at the end of each day, that puts me one day closer to seeing you...I can't wait. I love you little brother. Good Night

7/26/2009Damari

Good Morning Little Brother. I wish I could wake up and see your face. I miss you so much.

7/23/2009Maritza

Hi Julian
I still cant believe your gone, i think about you and your family every day.
Julian you have an amazing sister and parents they are doing all they can to find your killer. i feel bad for not visiting your parents in a while now:( but i will soon. god bless you and your family i love and miss you.

7/22/2009Aunt Linda

I write this note to you Julian, to let you now that we keep your memory alive mijo. We will never forget you and the fond memories we shared. Every night I pray for you and the family, in hopes that the Lord up above helps us find the coward that did this to you. After all, he can't hide forever. Rip

7/22/2009Damari

It doesn't feel like its been five months. Its crazy to think you've been gone that long. The pain is still as strong as the first night we found out. I can't beleive we are five month without any answers. I can't beleive your "friends" who were with you that night still haven't been any help. Their just as bad as the person who did this to you for not being true friends. Specially because the reason you got in the fight was to help them out. I hope they can't sleep at night. And I hope the person who did this conscious is making them suffer until they do the right thing. I MISS YOU LITTLE BROTHER. I would give ANYTHING to be able to hug you. I LOVE YOU. I hope I'll see you soon.

7/21/2009Sammy(A.K.A. HAPPY)

Julian,
We will always think of you in SM perrito, We LOVE YOU!!!
And for the family, we will be praying for you always. And dont worry, we will see him soon!!
GOD BLESS!!!

7/20/2009AXCEL

HEY WHATS GOOD MY MY BOY. ME SHIT JUST TRYING TO ENROLL IN SCHOOL SEE IF I CAN MAKE IT AS A FIREMAN. I WAKE UP TODAY THINKING BOUT U CAUSE LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM THAT WE WERE KICKING IT LIKE WE ALWAYS DID LIKE REAL HOMBOYS WOULD. I WAS THINKING BOUT THE WAY WE MEET, WE WERE LOCKED UP TOGETHER OUR BUNK BEDS NEXT TO EACHOTHER. U WERE ALWAYS TELLING ME THAT U WERE WORRIED ABOUT GOING TO PLACEMENT. WELL U GOT OUT THAN I GOT OUT AND WE WENT TO SAN JACINTO HIGH. WE ALWAYS STAYED KICKING IT. BUT YEAH I NOTICED THAT U CHANGED NOT DRESSING UP LIKE A GANGSTER ANYMORE. EVER SINCE U LEFT I HAVE ALSO CHANGED MY WAYS. BUT ALRIGHT G JUST TRYING TO LET U KNOW I WILL NEVER FORGET BOUT U I LOVE U AND SEE U SOON HOMEBOY. MISSING U AND FUCK THE FOO THAT DID THIS TO U.

7/20/2009AXCEL

I MISS U G

7/17/2009Stephanie

babby.
i miss you.
i love you soo much.
work is annoying. i hate it.
i miss you soo much every little thing about you even the the things i hated about you. one day closer. i just want you to remember that you will always be my one and in the end its just me and you! i love you times a billion and one.<3

7/15/2009Mother who checks in daily

Hi Julian, one day I came across your Website and was just sadden how your life came to a end at such a young age. I really feel for your family and Stephanie you can feel all the love you have just by reading their daily messages to you. I hope your killer is caught soon so your family can have some peace. My prayers go out to them.

Mother who checks in daily

7/14/2009Walker Going By

Hi Julian,

You don't know me by name, but I know that you can see from heaven as I'm writing this lines. You probably remember me from this morning. There are so many routes that one can take. I usually sit and wait for my car when I take to any shop but today I decided to go for a walk. As I was walking I was spotting lizards, birds, and rabbits. I suddently walked by a bench with an ad, and it was for the for the time that I saw your name. It is sad to hear that the life of someone so young was taking away. I continued my route when for the second time I come across another bench like the one before. This time I looked at it trying to remember the website address. about 10 or fifteen minutes go by and I decide to Bradley Park to use the restroom. As I'g heading to the women's restroom I stare at a flyer that says, "Who killed Justin Rodriguez?" The same thing the benches said. But this time I'm able to get more information about you. After that, I walked back to the auto shop. Ofcourse I didn't end up remembering the website and although it took me a while to find your website, as you can see I found it! Here I learned more about you. I don't think seeing information about you in a short period of time was a coincident. Here I am Lighting a Candle for you. Julian is a beautiful name. I hope justice for you and that one day the killer is caught. Prayers for you and your family.-Walker Going By

7/14/2009Big Sister- Damari

Good Morning Julian. Your always on my mind, specially today. Something tells me that was you messing with me this morning. I love you.

7/14/2009another mom

Hi I never knew you but I have a son and I can't imagine how I'd feel if something ever happened to him. I hope someday your loving family can have peace in their hearts although still the sadness. I hope the person who is responsible for your death is caught and punished.

7/13/2009G.

i should of written you something a while ago but it aint easy. i know your in a better place . ill write something a lil better next time .I miss chillin wit you. intill next time. prayers go out to your family and true friends

7/12/2009JULIAN KNOWS WHO IT IS..

i hate the fact that we kicked it a couple times and we knew each other sice middle school and i never got the chance to tell you how i felt about you.. but i know we both knew that I LOVED YOU!!! but i guess everything was for the best. i just miss you so much.. my heart goes out to your family that that girl that got the chance to love you!! rest in peace i hope to atleast see you in my dreams..

7/11/2009Stephanie

hey there my angle<3
i miss you very much!
i love you. ive been thinking about you alot latley. its crazy how fast everything happy. im just glad that i will will always have you to love and will; always have your love. one day closer.
p.s you the best! =]
((i got a pocket full of shine and i know its all my own))
i miss you!

7/9/2009rosa

hey loser face[:
jrs home finally! he said he wished he was here 2 go say goodbye 2 u. he told me about how u guys met lol ur a dork!
then i remembered how we met[[:
u were soooo nervous!!! lol it was super kute though[:
then u told me later on "i wasnt nervous ur trippin" with ur big bright smile
well i miss u
talk 2 u later fathead<3

7/9/2009Stephanie

happy one year and nine months!
i love you handsome.
one day closer.
i miss you verrrrrrrrryyy mucho!

7/8/2009Andie

Julian,

Hey bud I've been thinking about you a lot lately. Im sorry I never got to tell you how proud I am of you and the amazing turn around that you made. The coward that did this took a great role model away from us all but your memory will continue to live on through all of your loved ones. To your killer, they can run and hid but they will one day have to face God and pay for the consequences. I miss you

7/8/2009Aunt Connie

To the one who took your life..... you took a son, a brother, a cousin, a nephew, a godson, a boyfriend, a friend, a hero, an angel, and so much more.... How do you sleep?

7/8/2009CM

Julian,
You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday that goes by. I hope the person I mean the KILLER that did this to you has come upon this website and sees how much he has taken from so many lives. You are DEARLY LOVED and DEARLY MISSED Julian! We will find who did this! We will not give up!

7/7/2009Big Sister

I luv U Julz...

7/7/2009Stephanie

i love you today.
i love you forever.

7/6/2009Stephanie

i love you sunshine.
i miss you verry verry much.

7/5/2009Stephanie

fourth of july definintley wasnt the sam.e it was actually a pretty depressing day and the beautiful fireworks only made it worse. i miss you very much. i love you i remember howlast year we took videos and pictures and thats all im left with for this year. i miss you see you soon handsome.

7/4/2009DAD

Hey today is the 4th of July. I know how much you enjoy the fireworks. I decided to stay home it's not the same without you here. I wish we could sit and talk for awhile. I know that on these holidays you would get upset with me cause I would always worry about your safety. Id rather have you here and be worried than have to deal with this pain. Time hasn't made it any easier and I don't think that it ever will, you will always be in my heart. I miss you. I love you son.

7/4/2009Damari

I miss you so much. I wish you were here today. I wish you were here every day. I'm sure you have a great view of all the fireworks frow where you are. I love you little brother. Its just not the same without you.

7/3/2009Stephanie

do u remember when we were with tina and we were on our way to the hallooween party and we were lost. and then u pulled out your navigator. ahah that was soo funny and you were bragging. i miss all those times.
i miss laughing with you and at you
we had the best times ever. and there left to never be forgotten.

7/3/2009Stephanie

goodafternoon.
i love you.
<3

7/2/2009Stephanie

hey handsome.
i started working already. this was my first week. its really good. taining is harder then it seems. i wish i could brag to you and hook you up all the things we had in plan. i miss you booger! fourth of july is comming up. it hurts alot last fourth of july we spent it togather with your family i couldnt have asked for a better 4th of july. u always make me happy. and this 4th of july will deffinitley be different. i love you baby. one day closer!!!!!!!!!!

p.s as you see, you are truley missed!!!!!!!!!!!<3

7/2/2009jr

REST IN PEACE...I DONT KNOW YOU BUT I SEEN THE ADD ON THE BUS STOPS...I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT MY LITTLE BROTHER WAS THERE.BUT HE LEFT 30 MINUTES BEFORE YOU...I THINK SOMEBODY KNOWS SOMETHING BUT THEY WONT TALK..IT HAD TO BE ONE OF THE YOUNG GUYS....I KNOW DOWN THE HILL FROM THE PARTY WAS..THERES A HOUSE WITH CAMERAS THEY SHOULD CHECK THOSE OUT..

7/1/2009Cindi

Julian, you sound like such a SPECIAL young man! I have never met you but I saw the "bench ad" your family put out in the world for you. I know a lot of guys who like to fight and don't realize that things can REALLY get out of hand. I want you to know that you are really special and your life reminds us to value eachother as human beings, be thankful for everyday and to look out for one another!!! I know you are in heaven and God and your family love you. You are so strong to be the example for people everywhere to learn from. God Bless you Sweetheart. Love, Cindi

6/30/2009DAD

On Feb 22 at a party at 2035 Felicita rd I lost you. that day and place I will always remember. Today is not any easier then the first day. I miss you. The people you have called your friends have not been of any help in finding your killer. They must be scared or are not true friends, But I will not give up. They can run but sooner or later they will be found.

6/29/2009Anonymous

I hope you have a great time in Heaven. It must be wonderful up there. Maybe I'll se you in the future,

6/28/2009Stephanie

things are going pretty bad with my dad me again. its really bugging me. i just wish i had you here to talk about it with you and be abel to hear what you think. i miss you. so much.

6/27/2009Mom

Julian
Thanks for listening to me on the branch the other day. I know that was you visiting me as a humming bird. You even let me touch you one last time.
I love you, and miss you.

6/27/2009Stephanie

its crazy how you could be here one minute and gone another. i miss you.i dont wanna beleive your gone. iwanna stop acting like everythings okay because it isnt. you are the only person that knows how to make me happy, smile, and laugh. you are the best thing that has ever hapened to me. so many things left unsaid so many things left un done. you gave me the world, and i will never forget that. you have and still you manage to show me mangy things. though i miss you and i feel so destroyed with out you i will always keep you closest to my heart. you are my all and i hope i will find someone again just liek you but if i dont ill bne happy with just all our memmories. i will miss you and without you my sun doesny shine but tull i see you again i will give it my all to have you be proud of me. i love you.

6/27/2009Stephanie

i miss you. =/
it only gets harder.

im sorry that this had to happen yo you. you didnt deserve this.
i love you.
forever.

6/26/2009Stepahnie

hey love.
i miss you soo god gamn. much. and latley ive just been missing you more. i want tou to know that you will always be my number one fan and i yours. i love you and you are the one that i will always miss. i will always have you close to my heart. ill see you soon.
p.s i broke down when graces dad crashed and died on the secret life. so unexpected. i miss you.

6/25/2009Juan Sanchez

hey julian i saw a sign today with your name. i was just driving by.i havent seen you in a couple years. it sadens me to get the bad news this way.much love and respect.Rest in Paradise

6/22/2009One & Only Sis.

Its still so hard to believe your not here, but yet its been four months today. We have a long tough road ahead of us, Me Mom & Dad to try to make it through every day. I wish God would just answer my prayers and let us all be together again. It still hasn't gotten any easier. I love you little brother. And I hope you can hear me say that to you through out the day.

6/22/2009Stephanie

hey love.
dand four months. i still cant beleive it. it gets harder each and every day. when you left you took apart of me with you and you also left our memmories with me. i love you julian. i miss you soo much. i talked to ur mom and dad yesterday i know they miss you soo much. somedays memmories just isnt enough. i will never forget you. you will always have my heart and my prayers will always be for you. see you soon my love.
p.s secret life of the american teenager is comming on tonight. its gonna be hard watching it with out you. i miss you!

6/22/2009rosa

heyy julian<3
wow i still cant believe its been4 months without yew...i didnt think i could make it this far without yew..its so hard not having yew here to make me laff..i miss u soo much! sorry i havent really wrote to u on this but that doesnt mean im not thinkin bout yew. i think about yew everydat[:
well guess wat we graduated!! thanx for everything i dnt think i would of survived my junir year without yew..thanx for pushing me to do my best..well i love and miss yew fathead<3 ur always in my thoughts and prayers
R.i.P<33

6/22/2009Aunt Linda

Another day, another prayer, for you and your family. Love you mijo. Miss you.

6/22/2009Ashanta Mcdowell

To Julian and his family,
It must be hard, but I know they'll find the person that did this horrible crime. After all, cowards can't hide forever ....... Peace !

6/21/2009Big Sis.

Julz,
I love so much. We missed you today, on fathers day. I know this day was rough for dad. I wish you were here with us. It pisses me off that the person that took you away from us is probably enjoying this day with his family while we're stuck with only a memory of you. I hope his/her conscious is eating away at them ever minute of every day and they realize what they took from us.
I know your here with us anyways. I just wish we could see you.
I love you little brother.

6/21/2009Stephanie

hey there cutie pie.
i miss you more than ever.
lastnight was hard but i know ill be okay eventually till then ill hold you the closets to my heart.
i love you handsome!!

6/20/2009Stephanie

i love you handsome.
i miss you veryyy much.
i thought as days would go bye it would get easier but it feels as if it only gets harder and ive tried everything just to smile but in the end im still left with out you. i miss you sooo much.
**one day closer.
take good care of me just like youve always have. =]

6/19/2009Stephanie

hey their 09' graduarte!!!
i know you couldve done it. and im proud of you for never giving up. cvongardulations babbyy! ill see you soon J.Rod =]
i love you!

6/18/2009Aunt Linda

Nana and Tata think of you constantly and say a prayer for your mom, dad, and sister all the time. Sooooooooo, I thought I'd post this message on their behalf. You were loved my many mijo. RIP

6/17/2009E.Mendoza

whats up big dog i just wanted to let you know i miss you,un chingo i wish you were still here g but where ever you may be im sure your restin' in paradise love you & miss you julian,see you when i get there

6/16/2009Axcel G

Hey whats up g i didnt write to cause i didint know bout this website. But yeah i just gradutaed and u did too cause i had u on my t-shrit. Me and u were best homeboys out here in san jacinto we always were gettin into stuff doing dumb stuff but it really sucks not having u around. Hey i rember that u wanted me to go with u that weeked this stuff happen i wish i would have gone with u so i could help u out not like the other mother@#$% u were with that didnt do anything. But i love u and i see u soon homie.

6/14/2009OSO1913

Damm dawg this all happend so fucken fast.i knew we all had a great time together....... ese it was messed up when i heared the news that you had passed away..i told every body to stop screwing around not to be saying that stuff but deep in side i was telling my self that they didnt have a reason to be telling me this stuff damm dawg i never knew it could change people that bad everybody was affected by this homeboy... I dont really have words to explain how the heck i feel everything a want to say and feel thats on the serio side ... But now we know that your in a better place and your looking out for all the people that love you orale pues keep your head up high..........

6/14/2009stephanie

you inspire me to do the best.
an for that i thank you.

6/14/2009stephanie

i miss you so much. i have my times when i feel like no one understands me and it makes me miss you even more. u were always there to keep me going and now i feeel like giving up and theres no one to stop me. i love you soooooo mcuh and life with out you is so complicated and it doesnt even feel like life. i miss you wil all that ive got left of me. when yu left you took the best oart of me with you.
i can not waite to be with you again.

6/13/2009Stephanie

hellooo love.
i was listening to that one song u deddiccattedd yto me by neyoooo mad. and it really is just liek us. hah thats funny. i want u to know that i love you verrryy much! =]
one day closer.
i have that feeling everyday the feeling of you being bymyside. i love that feeling.

6/12/2009Stephanie

babby..
im miss you.
summers here.
wish u were here too.
i love you.
my pocket full of sunshine =]
your wonderful!
hows the angel life??
tell me later =]

6/12/2009Big Sister

"He flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels, by the clouds and stars passed where no one sees And he walks with Jesus and his loved ones waiting And I know he's smiling saying, Don't worry 'bout me."

6/11/2009stephanie

hey there sunshine =]
i love having you to love.
i got my yearbook today.. it reminded me of how when you signed my yearbook last year. i love you and miss yoouuuu!

6/9/2009Stephanie

ten.nine.oh.seven
one year eight months.
love you baby!!
i miss you!
i hope u like the flowers. =]
always your princess!

6/8/2009stephanie

i love you.
<3

6/8/2009stephanie

hey there love.
i miss you verrryy much.
so manyy things to tell yoou.
i love you.
one more day closr to seeing you.

6/8/2009Aunt Linda

On behalf of the Familia and I, "Your memory lives on". Love you, Julian (RIP)

6/7/2009Stephanie

juliannn =]

i lovee you soooo much!!!!!
prom was great it wouldve been even more amazing if u wee there...
i love youuu and miss you.
<3

6/6/2009Stephanie

hey love!
todays prom.
i just got my hair done. i miss you i wish it was u i was going with. we wouldve looked perfect togather. i miss you sooooo much. i hope you liek the way i look.
i just wanna make you proud. i love you forever!
always yor princess.=]
p.s i love you handsome =]

6/4/2009Stephnaie

"WHEN THE RAIN IS POURING DOWN, AND MY HURT IS HURTING, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND. THIS I KNOW FOR CERTIAN."

do u remember that one time in tinas car it was me you tina and that other person and we were on the way to that girl sandras thing by where you live and you were pretty gone and singing your ass off to no one by alicia keys. i will never forget that time. i miss you babee sooo damnn much. everything in this world reminds me of you. every where i go i see couples and i just imagine me and you. all the best times we shared togather on vday hollooween my bday ur bday new years new yrs ever christmas christmas eve. 4th of july. i shared all those best times with you. and i wouldnt have done it ne deifferent. i just want you back. it so different with out you. its hard its really hard you knot know how much it hurts im going soooo downhillk with out you. i miss you.

6/4/2009Stephanie

hey babe =]
i miss you. me ad my mom were making funn of oscar today it was soooo funny only if u wouldve been there. i missssssssss youu sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. i have to write my personal essay for college its due pretty soon. uv inspired me big time...love you ttyl love.
always your princess<<3

6/4/2009P.J.

Hey kid, I wanted to say I miss you. I was thinking about the early thanksgiving we had at my house in phoenix and you, your mom, and dad came down along with my parents. You got to meet my new born son Davin. While we were taking some family pictures you inferred, "wow you have a family house.." Then I looked at you and said, "Don't worry kid you'll get there one day" and then you just smiled. Three months later you were murdered, and because some coward decided to take your life, my words will never come true. I'm so sorry Jules, I wish I could've been a better cousin and called you more, visited more, and just been there for you. Like I always told you, I love you and I'm proud of you and that will always be true. Even in your death I will make sure you live on. I love you cuz -- PJ

6/2/2009Damari

I hope your proud, and see how much I love you.
I miss you too much for words to explain. I never imagined it was possible to miss someone soo much.

6/2/2009Stephanie

p.s i got the job =]

now im working on my license sine im gonna get a car but i want a truck like an f150 with 4doors =]
ur soo jeolous arnt you? ahah love you babe.

6/2/2009Stephanie

hey love.
so court went pretty good today.20hrs of community service. u know wat that reminds me of when i typed and wrote your essay about why drugs are bad and you shouldnt do them. the essay you had to turn into the court. ahah i still have it saved to my computer. i love you.
always your princess =]

6/2/2009Damari

I Love you little brother. You're on my mind every second of everyday. I know your ok. I just can't wait to see you again.

6/1/2009Stephanie

i miss you sunshine, onde day closer to see you handsome.
i lovee you veryy much and i hope u love my speach. its all for you. i can't beleive your gone...

p.s i need to buy you some flowers =]

5/31/2009Sonya G.

I pray for peace over Julian's Family & I pray that the person/people responsible for ending his life on earth be brought to justice quickly. Though I did not know Julian, I am a forever friend of his Aunt Naomi.

5/31/2009Mom

Jul's I'm sorry I haven't written lately, you know I'm not good on computers. I wish you were here. I think of you every day. I talked to titi, and she told me she had a dream of you and her hugging. I wish I could have a dream to let me know that your ok. Especially like that where we're hugging. I've read alot of the candles that people have written and I appreciate all the support, but it still doesn't take away the pain of not having you here.
I use to check your room everyday to see if your ok and now its hard for anyone to even open the door. I miss you and love you every day booboo boy.

Love Mom

5/31/2009CM

Miss you....

5/31/2009Stephanie

juliiaaannn =]
i miss you soo much. u kno wat i was remembering when me and you would talk on the phone and then i wouldnt pay attention to you and then you would call me nicole and i would say austin and we would go on and on saying eachothers middel names. whenever i think about i get the chills and i love it. it gives me the feeling that you are near me. i love you sunshine i always will.
p.s i think its about time i finish up my wall =]
love you julian.
today tomorrow and forever more.

5/31/2009Damari

I love you Julian

5/30/2009Big Sister

I wish I good give you a hug good night. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. Its been a while since you visted me. I love you Little brother. One day closer...

5/30/2009Ruben Perez

Julian, I want to apologize for never getting to meet you as a young man. I feel terrible that I never got to know you. The last time I really remember doing anything with you was when you were a baby and my little sis (Angie) and I were playing with you on the carpet. You weren’t even able to crawl yet. Hearing things about you and seeing pictures really sadden me because I know you and I would have hit it off if I could have just gone out there to visit. My mom sheds tears for you often and you are constantly in our prayers. We keep a picture of you up at each of our homes. I really wish my daughter could have met you as well. Though you and I never got to meet as men you will always hold a spot in my heart little cousin. Give Grandma and Grandpa a hug and kiss for me. Tell Grandma I used her trick to pull out the splinter from Bellas finger last week. It works if you look up... She’ll know what I’m talking about. Tell Jesus that even though we miss you we are thankful that he had a spot waiting for you in heaven.

5/30/2009CM

Julian even though nothing was posted yesterday we still love you and will never forget you. TO ALL: KEEP THE CANDLE LIT!

5/28/2009Stephanie

hey love
sergios back. im happy imissed him. but ofcourse drama. lastnight definitley broke down but i knew u heard my prayers and brought him home safley. i love you. one day cloer to seeing your beautiful smile.
love you hansome.
ttyl =]

5/28/2009CM

Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of JULIAN pours through and shines down upon us to let us konw he is ok.

5/27/2009Stephanie

hellloo.
so this morning i woke up just thinking of you wanting to call you and tell you that i love you and goodmorning sunshine..and i was soo close to doing it..julian i miss you soooooooo much. my life revolves around you and its soo hard. i smile everyday trying to make the best of every day trying to laugh the most i can trying to be happy trying soo hard to hole back all the tears && hatred, but its just not that easy. i come home and i cant do it nemore theres no one to talk too no one like you. i love you and i always will. i never knew how deep the word "miss" could mean soo much. you will always have a piece of me. the best piece of me. beause the day that you left changed me in soo many ways. i will never be the same. not sure if its a good thing or bad. to be honest with u i dont really care.
goodnight love.
may you rest in peace.
p.s i will always remember.

5/27/2009Aunt Linda

Thinking bout you and shared a moment of silence in honor of you. I said a prayer in hopes we find the evil person that took your life. Love you and miss you.

5/27/2009CM

Miss you! Wish you were here with us! But I know you are in a better place.

5/26/2009DAD

Julian there are no words that can explain how I feel. I think of you all the time. I know your in a better place and I don't have worry about you but I miss you so much.

5/25/2009Stephanie

goodmorning sunshine!
rise and shine love
<3

5/24/2009Damari

I love U Julz...

5/24/2009Stephanie

i miss you.
goodnight.
i can not beleive yo're gone.
i love you forever.

5/24/2009CM

You will NEVER be forgotton but will ALWAYS be missed!

5/24/2009Stephanie

i think about you alot.
i bet you like that <3
i love you.
your beautiful.
always your princess
<3

5/24/2009Ray

i never got a chance to meet, Julian, but i always saw him around Woodland Park. He seemed like he was a very happy kid. Alot of my friends knew Julian, and i have seen how this tragedy has affected them. Who ever did this to Julian is ganna pay. Its just a matter of time..
R.I.P. Julian Rodriguez
i wish i could have met you

5/23/2009Stephanie

i miss our weekends. staying in watching movies just me and you.i miss the way you made me laugh our smiles our jokes.i miss soo many things. i miss you.
i love you handsome.
forever will you be mine.
your true charector will always be remembered.

5/22/2009Samantha

Our Lord's newest angel, boy is He lucky! Rest easy Julian.

5/22/2009Eva Z.

What an unbearable pain it is to loose someone, someone so close and someone so young. My thoughts and prayers are with Julian and the entire family.

5/22/2009Dan

hey my little homie. i miss you alot, everyday i think about you. we werent ever ready to lose you dog. i write you letters on occasion when im really hurtin. i hope to see you again dog.

To Jules Mom, im sorry for your loss you tried your best and did a good job, i hope you stay strong.

5/22/2009Stephanie

three months julian..three long damn months. this is all still sooo unbeleivable. i miss you sooooo much. its soo hard everyday that goes by i feel like breaking down when little things happen to me. i cant even explain how much i miss you.i would do nething just to feel your touch once more. i wanna know that your okay i wanna know that ur being cared for. i wanna kno sooo many things and i wanna know if this will ever come to an end...idk if its colsure that i want because i still dont wanna let go. i prey everynight that i can wake up the next morning and realize that it was all just a long nightmare. i wanna hear ur voice i wanna hear u laugh. i hope you know that im doing the best i can to help your family out i wanna be there for them just as much as you were there for me i went them all to know how good of a person you ere even though you've done some bad things i want them to notice how much i love and care for you..i love you soo much. well babyy yesterday was avid awards.. i got an award for 3.o-3.5 honerroll gpa i am so proud of myself, and i know you are too. afteryou passed away i knew deep inside that u were right when u told me that with out i was gonna go down hill and i did for awhile..but then i realized how dissapointed and angry you would be with me when i wouldnt go to school or do homework or nething school related. you always encouraged me to do better to be the best i can. julian you may not be here but i know your beautiful soul will always be standing by myside and im not giving up im still gonna try and be the best i can just for you. i love you dont ever forget that. your always gonna be MY BESTFRIEND FOREVER!
i will never stop remembering.
pinkie promise ;)

5/22/2009Aunt Connie

I miss you JULIAN.

5/22/2009Big Sister

Hey little brother. Todays been 3months, and it hasn't gotten any easier. Its another day that reality hits with such foce I feel the pressure/pain in my chest.
I love you little brother.

5/22/2009Patrick Rodriguez (Cousin)

Little Cuz, It's the first time I'm leaving a comment on this website I made you. What can I say creating this website was one of the hardest things I had to do. It was difficult trying to figure out how to make something that was up to the standards in which I held you. Thanks to your mom, dad, and sister, I finally came up with this concept. It's still not good enough for you and I'm not sure if it will ever be. I will tell you one thing I'm not finished with it and I'll be adding some rolling clouds and flickering candles soon enough (again your parents and sisters idea) lol. Little cousin, I wish we had more time, Not one day goes by where I wish I could call you and see what's new. I hope we are able to find the person who killed you, screw that, we will find the person that killed you. I love you little cuz. -- P.J.

5/21/2009THE BERRON FAMILY IN AUSTIN, TEXAS

We were reading in a california newspaper and found this website information.. I have to say I dont know who you are..but just reading made me cry..its not easy losing someone you love. Julian, you seem like you were doing good with your life and I am sorry it was taken away from you so soon. but you know he what they say.. He takes the best first....So even though everyone is sad because they cant see you physically...you are in a better place.. and i am sure they know you are smiling down at them and watching... I will pray to God that he will give your family closure because Im sure they deserve it. And I feel sorry for the person/s involved..because what goes aroung comes around..and when it comes back around it hits 10times as bad. Julian I wish you all the best and pray you R.I.P... and to your family.. SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS..

5/21/2009VANESA VALDOVINO

TO JULIAN AND HIS FAMILY, I CAME INTO THIS WEB SITE BECAUSE IT IS A BEAUTIFUL MEMORY YOU HAVE GOING ON FOR JULIAN. BUT JUST REMEMBER
THERE IS A GOD UP THERE AND HE IS WHO SEES OVER US. THE BASTARD HOW DID THIS TO JULIAN IS OUT THERE BUT GOD HAS HIM IN HIS HANDS PAYING ONE BY ONE OF WHAT HE DID. JUST REMEMBER EVERTHING IN THIS WORLD WE ALL PAY BACK. AND WHEN HE IS CAUGHT HOPEFULLY SOONER THAN LATER. HE WILL PAY BACK WHAT HE DID TO UR SON. JULIAN MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PARADISE. AND TO HIS FAMILY DONT WORRY THERE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE AN ANGEL UP ABOVE TAKING CARE OF YOU GUYS AND DOING THE BEST HE CAN TO LEAD THAT BASTARD INTO PRISON SO HE CAN ROTT IN HELL. YOU WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

5/21/2009Cynthia

Well what can I say?
I feel really bad to hear what happened yo Julian. He was trying to be someone in life his passion wrestling:[ dang you could have life and in a second it can go away.So what happened to him was really unfair they DON'T have the right to take someones life :'[ I know how the family feels cause they killed my uncle in Mexico and never found out who it was but I really hope you can find the killer roaming the streets maybe can do the same thing to someone else kid.So YOU HAVE TO STOP THE KILLER!! and my respect to the family and I'm really sorry for what happened .. No one deserves this :[ .. so HELP FIND THE KILLER PEOPLE !! REST IN PEACE Julian you will ALWAYS BE remembered ..and for the family don't be sad because I bet Julian don't want to see you be sad.. R.I.P JULIAN

5/21/2009PATTI REAL

FROM THE SOUNDS OF RAUL, JULIAN SOUNDED LIKE A GREAT KID , LIFE WAS CUT TO SHORT BUT HE IS IN GOOD HANDS NOW, TO WATCH OVER ALL OF US. MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP OVER HIM . AND THE FAMILY FIND THE PEACE TO THIS WRONG DOING

5/21/2009Sheila

GOD Bless you..
I know how it feels to loose someone very important to your life!! He is in a better place... hes with GOD now and wherever he is He is taking care of the people that loved him....

RIP Julian...

5/21/2009Amy P

My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.

5/21/2009C

I didn't know you but I pray for you and your family. May they find peace in their hearts and know that you will live through them. God Bless you, r.i.p.

5/21/2009Bonnie

I'm so sorry...I didn't know you, this website is great, I hope one day, your family gets the peace they deserve.
May you be blessed up top, and bless those you love, RIP Julian.

5/21/2009Rose

May you Rest in Paradise, They have the saying, the good die young . You're in a better place now, Prayers go out to the family . May everything get better. <3

5/21/2009Donna Brandy

You are all in my thoughts and prayers.

5/21/2009FAMILIA VEGA

GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY YOU REST IN PEACE,AND TO YOUR FAMILY I HOPE ALL IS SETTLED SOON:)IN OUR PRAYERS GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

5/20/2009CM

If you are responsible for taking this life.... Please read on and see that you didnt just take one life... you took pieces of several lives. Lives of people who love and adore JULIAN. You didnt just take one life. Read on...., read and feel the pain.

5/20/2009A Mom

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I believe that the person(s) responsible for this is and has been reading this. Probably feeling it. Not sure what to do with it. Well just go ahead and turn yourself in because if you don't deal with this in your life then you will in YOUR passing, what I mean by that is you will be held (souly) to God's law and I think it is better to pay the consequences now. You will pay your whole life for this but you must be held accountable to mans law as well as Gods law. You can't just skip one, it does not work that way. You are probably pretty young and did not have this in your life plan but it is happening so you must deal with this you will have this on your mind heart and soul until you start dealing with this on a different level. You know who you are and you should put yourself in Julians shoes and his family just for one day and imagine what this would do to your mom or whomever it is that you are connected to. Just imagine, if you had a child and this happened in your life the other way around, you were left with no answers not good. I am just a person in the O with an Opinion and a firm belief. I am speaking to the family, this is very sad and tragic, Mom I am as well and have been so close to the place that you are in I wish I could just give you a hug from one mom to another and it all be ok but I know that is not true, so I will pray and and pray that the police will find or better yet that the person responsible for this horible act against your beautiful son will be dealt with. One day one way baby they will be dealt with. I am trully sorry for your loss. Be blessed know that God does not test nor tempt with EVIL, that is all the works of satin... I am not a bible thumper just strong beliefs and very spiritual.Let this candle burn BRIGHT....

5/20/2009Stephanie

hey there sunshine.
i love how everyone is leaving you all theise heartwarming messages for your family. i love you soo much. p.s our show "the secret life of the american teenager is comming on again" i remember every monday we would waite for it and watch it togather and laugh at everything i miss you sooo much. im glad i have all our memmories but theirs day were that just isnt enough..
stephanie misses you julian<3

5/20/2009Ana

dam Julian i only got to meet you twice...and those two times were great....my thoughts and love go out to your familia sorry that you had to go that way..luv ya

5/20/2009Elijah

I dont know you or your family but i have lost an Uncle in 1996 from the same thing. I pray that god brings you rest and your family the love and comfort they need to get through this.

5/20/2009Frances

I didn't know you but May you rest in peace.
As for your family my thoughts and prayers are with them. God bless you all. Hoping you find the irresponsible person or persons who did this. Such a shame.

5/20/2009..

I Didnt Know Who You Were But Rest In Paradise I Hope They Find That Person..!

5/20/2009Aunt Linda

My dear Julian,
I shall forever have you in my thoughts and prayers. I miss you mijo and may you rest in peace. Just an F.Y.I. We will always be there for your mom, dad, and sister. Love you.

5/20/2009Maggie Murphy

I saw your website from channel 10 and wanted to pay some respect.
I am sending my condolenses, I know what its like to have a loved one murdered I had 2 family members lost both brothers & its very tragic. I pray the killers are found so your family & friends can have the closure needed for the healing to begin. My thoughts & prayers are with your family...

5/20/2009Ellen Sanchez

To Mom Rodriguez ... you said that there were things you wish you could have done differently. I just want to tell you that I'm a mom, too, and I bet there is nothing you could have done differently at the times when you were making your decisions and choices. Don't ever worry about that, I'm sure you're a wonderful mother. I am so sorry for your loss, no parent should lose a child who is this young, especially in such horrible circumstances. My thoughts are with you and your family.

5/20/2009REYNOSO FAMILY & MEZA FAMILY

I saw your website threw 10 news and even though I didnt know your son I did want to give your family my deepest condolences. I know that no matter what everyones tells you that time will heal the pain thats something hard to do time only makes things harder most of the time. My family feels your pains in losing a child even though our lost is from diferent senerios we as parents just never wish to buried our kids. I wish to share two poems that really helped our family out when we lost our 3 year old son:

We little knew that night that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to loose you, you didn't go alone; for part of us went with you, the day God called you home. You left us peacful memories, your love is still our guide; and though we cannot see you, you stay within our hearts. Our family chain is broken and nothing is the same; but as God calls us one by one. The chain will link again.
*
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If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane, we would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it and God only knows why. Our hearts still ache in sadness and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you no one will truely ever know. But now we know you want us to mourn for you no more, to remember all the happy times life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten we say to you today, a hallowed place within our hearts is where you'll always stay.

I hope these poems may help you in your sarrow. I know it's never going to be easy no matter what anyone can say or do. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers and I will pray that the person or persons responsable due get cought so justics can be serve.

From a Mother to another Mother... I feel your pain and we can only find peace in know that even thought they were our children they were never truley ours they were only lone to us untill God needed his angels back now your son and my son (OUR ANGELS) are side by side next to the Lord.

Feel feel to visit my son's memorial:
http://www.mem.com/Story.aspx?ID=1629391

Again with all due respect and our deepest condolences:
Meza Family-Guerra-Reynoso Family

5/19/2009The Medina Family

We didn't know Julian, but I just want to send my deepest condolences to the Rodriguez Family. Our family too suffered a lose on April of 2008. We lost the baby of the family; my brother Gerardo Daniel Medina. Only Lord knows why he does the things he does, but we both know they are in a better place. My prayers are with your family. I hope they find evil souls who took the life of our loved ones.

RIP To Our Young Souls

5/19/2009Stephanie

hey there handsome.
soo much to tell you! =]
i hope ur reading all my letters!
i love you!!!!
<3
forever your pricesss =]

5/18/2009Stephanie

i was thinking alot about you today.
i am so lucky to have you tolove...

i read something in some creds i bought, it said "Dont cry because it's over smile because it happened" and it just reminded me soo much of you. i love you and i will forever miss every little thing about you...everrryyyyy thing ;]
haha ilove you veryy much.
yourr beautifull!

5/17/2009TiTi

Julian, it's been almost 3 mos. since you moved on. I still miss you and constantly think about you. I wish I'd spent more time listening to you. You'll always be loved. NR

5/17/2009Stephanie

i lovee you!!!!
i miss comming home and telling you everything that happened durring the day. i miss talking to you. i love you sooo much!
see you soon J.Rod <3

5/16/2009CM

Keep the candle lit. Miss you.

5/15/2009YWBF

Hey I'm talking to you.... Yes YOU ..the COWARD who did this.... When you wake in the morning, do you see the son shine? Do you enjoy the smell of the food you eat? Do you enjoy beautiful music? These are a few of the things you took from Julian... Who gave you the right to do this? How could you sleep at night. Next time you see the sun shine Think of JULIAN. The son is all around you... as is the life you took... You Will Be found!

5/15/2009CM

Good night Shining Star.........

5/15/2009Stephanie

i love you.
&&
i miss you.

5/15/2009JASMINE

AT TIMES IVE HOPED AND WISHED THAT THIS WAS ALL A DREAM AND JUST WAKE UP TO KNOW YOU ARE STILL HERE BUT WE DONT ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT... JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE MISSED AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMENBERD

5/14/2009CM

JULIAN.... YOU ARE DEARLY MISSED

5/14/2009Stephanie

GOOODNIGHT i love you.
<3
<3

you are truleyyy missed julian.

5/14/2009CM

AMEN to that Damari!

5/13/2009Damari

"Though they join forces, the wicked will not go unpunished; but the posterity of the righteous will be delivered."

Luv U Julz

5/13/2009stephanie

i love you i love you i love you times a billion and one.

you make me sooo proud.

5/13/2009CM

Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!

5/13/2009Stephanie

i love you soo much.
dont ever forget that.
you still make me smile till this day.
<3
you will always be my angel!

5/13/2009respect

didnt know you muchh but my friend was in lovee with you and she lost what she loved..... i knew who u were we just didnt talk much.... RIP much respect to you and your family i know how hard it is,i lost a friend the same way in the same city of escondido......

5/12/2009CM

You are not alone.

5/11/2009Luis

"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you" Ezekiel 25:17

5/11/2009Aunt Connie

Julian, My Dear Nephew and God Son,
Words cannot explain how much you are missed and what a void has been created in so many hearts of those who know and love you. What a proud feeling to watch you grow and become a magnificent teenager. I watched your parents care for you with unconditional love and watched them reshuffle their daily schedules, as parents do, so that you could join the sports and activities that you enjoyed. They would have it no other way! To your parents; you have NOT failed your son. God is ready for him and someday we may know why he chose February 22, 2009.
P.S....I'm glad we had the chance to dance and laugh....thanks for the dance....

5/11/2009Stephanie

p.s i love your family =]

5/11/2009Stephanie

you are soo amzing.
you always will be.
im one day closer to seeing your beautiful smile =]

i love youuuu!!!!!!!

5/10/2009Stephanie

hey handsome.
i miss you!!!!!!

5/9/2009Tina Baljian

Love You

5/9/2009Tina Baljian

Hey Jullian,
BESTIE!!!! lol
I have seen you in some of my dreams lately and I have thought about you in my thoughts and heart daily I just want you to know your truly missed and will never be forgotten. Hope to see you in my dreams soon!

Love Always,
Tina

5/9/2009Stephanie

<3
<3
happy one year & seven months
<3
<3

ten.nine.oh.seven

5/8/2009eddie

dame julian i can't belive that you are gone.we use to kick it when we were lil and now your gone it really hurts me. we all miss u

5/8/2009Stephnaie

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

5/7/2009Damari

Good night little brother. Hopefully I'll see you in my dreams tonight. Love you.

5/7/2009stephanie

"ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLUE THE FIRST DAY I MET YOU I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU"-Julian

hahhaha omyyy i still remember that ur so lame =]
i lovee you ooo so much.

i never got to make up one for you...i owe you one
&hearts;

5/7/2009stephanie

proms comming up.. all i can think about is al the plans we had...i miss you soooooo much. i still cant beleive your gone. theres soo much to tell you, i just wanna pick up the phone and call you..
i love you julian
-"always have always will"
-My J.Rod <<3

5/7/2009stephanie

i love you handsome <3

5/7/2009Marisol

~THE BROKEN CHAIN~

We little knew that morning, that God was going to call your name.
In life we love you dearly,
In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
you did not go alone;
for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories,
your love is still our guide;
and though we cannot see you,
you are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same;
but as GOD calls us one by one,
The Chain will link again.

~ author unknown~

5/7/2009MIRIAM & JUNIOR MENA

NO TE CONOCIMOS PERO ESPERAMOS QUE SE ENCUENTRE LOS ASESINOS Y PAGEN POR LO QUE HICIERON, NO SOLO A TI SINO TAMBIEN A TUS PADRES.

5/7/2009raford johnson

Well I just want to say your in gods hands now and life was great the time I played with you and your sister in the 801 housing and your dad would be right there when he would get home to tell you two come in the house parents all ways know best we never understand them till we open are eyes god bless you and your family you and I will get to know each other in a new life and for the person that did this may god help you because you will be found

5/6/2009Andie

Julian and I basically grew up together and we were always competing with eachother about anything and everything. If I beat him in basketball we would play all day and night until he could beat me and vice versa. If I came over with a new pair of Kobe shoes, he came back with a new pair of Allen Iverson shoes. It was in his human nature to be competitive in everything that he did. But he beat me in one of the most rewarding races, he gets to live it up with God and live carefree while looking down on us all. May you rest in peace Julian

5/6/2009Jess

Julian, i miss you so much! There's not a day that goes by without me thinking about you. I miss seeing your big smile and beautiful brown eyes that can light up a room and bring happiness into anyones day! I miss you and i can't wait to see you again!

5/6/2009stephanie

"If tears could build a staircase, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again."

i love you.

5/6/2009DAD

Son,
I will never forget you. I love you so much. It's hard to go day by day without you. I looked forward to your graduation, buying you your first car, watching you grow. I wanted to be with you when you had your first child; to watch your face light up with love and joy as you see your son/daughter for the first time. To be with you when you realize that your life no longer belongs to you. Your purpose is now to provide for and protect your family. Son I failed to protect you, and for that I am truly sorry.
Please forgive me.

5/6/2009Stephanie

julian,
each and every day that goes by i miss you even more. i miss your smile and ur laugh. i love you very much and i always will. you are such an amazing person im so glad i met you and now have you to love forever more.
10.9.07
i love you handsome
<3

5/6/2009Maritza

Julian the first time I saw your face I turn and looked at Damari and said he is my lil boyfriend and she said okay so with your sister’s approval you were my lil boyfriend. I can’t even begin to tell you how much Damari talked about you she wanted to give you the world she was always coming up with new ideas on what Julian should do next. Raul and Rosa will always tell my sisters and I to give you good advice and I think we did and you always listen to what we had to say thank you. Damari is the older sister I never had and you were the little brother I never had and your parents well they are amazing. I can say I’ am privileged to have a family like you guys. Julian you will always be in my heart I love you and miss you very much.

5/6/2009Cindy from SF

Julian you were the light of the world for your family. You set a sparkle in your family's eyes that was filled with love. You had the ability to put a smile in everyone's face, even mine. You will surely be missed by many.

5/5/2009MOM

Before you left for the weekend, you said in a sarcastic tone "Mom are you ganna miss me?" You just didn't know how much I really would miss you. I know I can't change what happen but I sure wish I could have done alot of things differently. I know we bumped heads alot, (You were a teenage boy) But we also had some good times. I was proud of you. You were doing so good latley. Not getting into trouble. Trying to graduate...But I know that your ok know, because I taught you to believe in God, and I know he did. I've noticed the signs you've given us to let us know your ok. And I can't wait until the day I can see you again.
Love you and Miss you Baby Boy.

5/3/2009Damari

Julian there's no way words can express how much I miss you. Every minute is a struggle without you here.I'm living my worse nightmare. I know that every day is a day closer to being with you and I can't wait I can hug you again. I know your in a good place. I love you little brother.

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